TW : violence, language, suicide, panic attacks, self harm, sexual themes, queerphobia, and LGBTQ representation Kai, a guy whos always been bullied and harassed for being gay, ends up moving to Seattle where he's terrified of a new beginning. The bustling, loud city is quite overwhelming but he supposes it can help him find himself accepted there. Finnius, a boy who witnessed his fiance's death, finds himself still moarning his death with painful panic attacks. With how life keeps throwing hot men at him but still not able to find himself feeling love again, he gives up. Until Kai's new friend introduces him to Finnius and both get strangely attached to each other... Here's the catch, they both have attachment and abandonment issues.

TW : sexual assault, sexual harassment, emotional trauma, physical abuse, violence, language, sexual themes, queerphobia, and LGBTQ representation Arwan, always the "spare" has gotten fed up of being used by every single guy. Sexually, emotionally, physically. His last relationship was what got him out of the stupor he was in, making him finally realise he doesn't want to be anyone's sex toy or punching bag. Meeting Asa made him realise he needed to have someone better. Asa, who's deemed the popular kid at school is in fact not popular at all. He just has friends who connect him to others. He's tired of being called by other kids and supposed to act snarky towards others. He's also hiding a big secret... He's bisexual and likes Arwan but too scared to tell others. With their emotional and physical trauma, they realise that maybe love isn't the best for them. They can't seem to lose feeling nor break it off though.