The cookie cutter lifestyle was never right for Brendon Urie. He knew that, and so did everyone else. He was meant to travel the world with his band, and get drunk, and grow old with the love of his life. He knew it wasn't possible anymore though. He had fucked things up long ago and now he was paying for it. It isn't until he's sent back through time one night that he realizes he does have the power to fix things. He had a chance to fix everything with the one man he truly loved. Ryan Ross.

Ryan finds out he has a deadly STD, he tries to live the rest of his life to the fullest. When he goes out for his daily donut at the campus bakery, he meets young Brendon. A happy go lucky music major. Ryan quickly takes a liking to the boy and quickly befriends him. The more secrets the two share, the more Ryan finds himself falling for him.

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

a collection of short stories inspired by songs from panic! at the disco's album, pretty. odd.

Four years, many exes, a couple of albums, a band split and a band hiatus... a lot has happened since Ryan Ross walked away from Panic! At The Disco. Trying to get lost and forget his feelings for Brendon Urie isn't a walk in the park. So when he comes back to right some wrongs and hope to mend the bridges he burned, is four years enough time for them to make amends - or further their problems?

Ryan is quite popular thanks to his line of sex toys, Cinnamon Tulips Inc. A lame, tacky name, sure, but it got him to where he wants to be. Living in the finest penthouse in New York City, his bank account practically overflowing and, the best part, an unlimited supply of sex with whoever he wants. At twenty three years old, he's living the dream life.

Brendon has one rule that he refuses to break, but he has never been the best at keeping promises, even ones that are made only to himself. ~~~ Wattpad exclusive *trigger warning for suicidal actions and character death* Completed Playlist: https://8tracks.com/vampireboy/a-million-missed-calls

Scientific studies show cuddling reduces stress, lowers blood pressure, and helps you communicate better. When best friends Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie awake to their bodies intertwined, they find it's not as weird as it seems.

"I'm a mess now." ( warning- four letter chapters.enjoy. _baking-soda_)

Ryan and Brendon meet during college and things get pretty musical (and fluffy!). Also, some side Patcer (Spencer and Patrick, is that their ship name?) because I thought it would be hecka cool to experiment with ships. I hope you enjoy! [this fic is pretty short; 4, 706 words]