At 17, Evenly Anya Payron loses her first love to cancer. Drowning in grief, she finds a box of letters from her future self - each one a quiet lifeline. As she reads, evenly begins to heal, torn between the pain of the past and the future she never imagined living without him. PS: She never actually uses his name, sort of like the idea of you speak it into reality, but I THINK I might reveal it at the end, but I'm not sure I might just keep it to myself.