It had been a few years since Addison and Meredith had fallen in love but will it work out or just leave them more broken than before. This is my first fanfic so the writing is terrible *Sexual content* *Addiction mentioned in chapter: Old ways*

Stereotypically, a man is always said to have an affair with his secretary. In all of the movies, it's always a secretary, or a work friend, or a woman met in a dark night club. But what the movies don't show, is the times when a wife meets her husbands secretary, and begins sleeping with her. ~ Addison married Derek when she was fresh out of university; married at twenty four, a doctor at twenty five, a Mother at thirty four. She'd been living the life she had always pictured herself having; a beautiful house in Suburban New York, a beautiful daughter, a handsome husband. While she was comfortable in her life, there is a thin line between comfortable and boring. When her husband hires a new secretary for his office who doubles as is personal assistant named Meredith Grey, Addison is greatly intrigued and really starts to question if her life is the one she wants to be living.

"I haven't seen her since I came back; I heard they were engaged" nobody knew that Meredith and I had been whatever we were. Nobody knew, nobody would ever know, and it was almost heartbreaking to think that the world would be void of any trace of what we had. Because what we had was something beautiful. ~ In which Meredith and Addison have a steamy affair that turns into something beautiful.

Addison and Meredith hate each other. With every day that passes, their hate grows. But, as the cliche saying goes, there is a thin line between love and hate. One day, the line is crossed and they just keep on crossing it. Follow their journey to here. ~ Every part of me hummed with electricity as she kissed me harder and harder, like she'd never get to kiss another human being again. "You're a whore, Addison" she told me, her hand still on my breast "a filthy fucking whore"

The highway all looks the same after a while. Even the words on the signs begin to blend together until she can't read them. Not that she cares. The destination doesn't matter. What matters is that she's getting away, escaping before it's too late. If she learned anything from her parents it's that love doesn't last and it's best to leave before getting left. Meredith leaves Seattle two months into her relationship with Derek, fearing that the other shoe is soon going to drop. Upon arriving in LA, she meets Addison at a bar and for the first time in her life she finds herself not wanting to run when the relationship starts becoming serious. AN: Addison and Derek were never married and do not know each other. Mark also doesn't know Derek and is instead Addison's best friend since medical school. Addison and Mark never slept together.

Ever since Meredith was a little girl she had dreamt of finding her soulmate. Her mother had always told her that soulmates do nothing but cause pain and instead of daydreaming about love she should be focused on being extraordinary on her own. Despite her mother's warnings, the blonde couldn't help but trace the intricate design of swirls on her upper arm and imagine what they would look like when she touched her soulmate for the first time and the harsh black swirls would turn to color. MerAdd soulmate AU

Meredith wasn't his anymore and it was clear that despite still being married, he didn't want Addison anymore. What better way to make Derek understand the humiliation and rage she felt every time he followed Meredith around like a puppy dog than to just take the blonde for herself? The devil on her shoulder was winning out, not caring who got hurt in the process. Fed up with Derek's obsession with Meredith, Addison seduces the intern herself. What happens when her plot for revenge leads her to falling in love with the very same woman her husband wants?

"Addison doesn't deserve this. She doesn't deserve any of it." Meredith shouted. "Addison doesn't deserve what?" She heard a voice behind her and her heart sank. This is a MerAdd fanfiction. The story follows Meredith and Addison as they deal with feelings they didn't think they would ever have.