Pearl, after moving to Florence to find herself again, is living her best life, surrounded by people she loves and who love her. However, she left a part of her in L.A., where Tom was. Tom was a mess after she left him, she had taken a part of his soul with her when she moved away, and he was determined to get it back. Everything he did, he did it for her. Because of her. He was a man, thanks to her. He knew her all his life, but just when he started to truly look at her, she ran away. Is it easier to hate, rather than to love? Is it easier to escape, rather than to stay? There can be hate in love, and there can be love in hate. They felt it both, - love and hate -, when they looked at each other. But there comes a time when they have to choose whether to accept their love, or to bury it in the ground, forever. They say true love wins over everything, will it ever win between them? Or is it easier to lose? This is a sequel to my first book, I advise you read that one first, so that you don't miss out on any of the characters and situations 🫶🏻

"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

Original Idea From My Living Nightmare By winternightz Mária Alonso Was A Gang Leader Like Tom Kaulitz But She Hated Him With Her Guts After He Brutally Murdered her Entire Family When She Was Younger. She Wanted Revenge But Her Whole life Was About To Change When She's Finally Gonna Meet The One and Only Tom Kaulitz With His Gang. ⚠️WARNING ⚠️ (This Book May Contain Rape, Murder, Abuse, Violence Etc. Read At Your Own Risk, Viewer Discretion is advised)

a story about an abused female, hunted down and stalked by her ex. yet having no idea she was going to be the love interest of a dangerous man who will save her.

Falling in love with a monster could be your final mistake Inspired by my living nightmare