A distant husband, Jay Z, A present deadbeat. His wife, Beyonce, having to play to role of both mother, and father. In desperate need of assistance, she goes on a search for a babysitter. Little did she know, would plant a seed that she couldn't stop from growing.

Sequel to, "Suga Mama."

#1⏐𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐓 𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐎𝐑 - beynika. ❛Love is love, even when it's 𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐓.❜ ━━ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇, twenty-one, Beyoncé Knowles felt a sense of confidence, pride, and determination overtake her life when she traveled abroad to begin her first year of college. Adjusting to her new setting at University of Houston, Beyoncé meets Miss. Maraj; her brilliant and enigmatic professor, whose fixation with psychology mirrors her own. Their encounters are charged with tension, every exchange hinting at an unspoken bond. As they're pulled into one another's worlds, Beyoncé discovers that Miss. Maraj's has secrets that run deeper than she could've imagined, making their connection both thrilling... and dangerous. ・𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 11|09|24 ・𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝: n/a.

Beyoncé and Onika meet on a train bound for New York. Both thought they'd never meet again, but just the opposite happens. They become friends, but the feelings of one and the mental health and addiction of the other make it difficult for the two women to be together. (g!p)

𝐚 𝐛𝐞𝐲𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲. 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 - 𝐝𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐡 𝐜𝐨𝐱.

She writes instead of speaking. Keeps her pain in notebooks no one's allowed to read.Hearts like hers don't heal easy and girls like Nicki don't usually stop long enough to notice someone breaking.

• 𝐀 𝐁𝐞𝐲𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 • 𝐁𝐞𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐊𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐚 𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞-𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐂𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐎𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐣. 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐯𝐮𝐥𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞.

Ten years later... ⚠️ Content Warning: This book contains mature themes, explicit language, sexual content, and depictions of abuse, including sexual abuse. Reader discretion is strongly advised.