Surviving and being a helpful member of what they thought was the only group left in the Scorch, she knocks out everything that's in their way with one simple bow. Until she underestimated the enemy and got hurt badly. Days she had to survive on her own and was never able to find her own group back, but did find another one. And now let that group include this boy. Handsome, funny, and strong... anything a girl would wish for, but can he love her back if he finds out about her past? About what she did?

❛❛I'm so thankful to have this journal right now. It's like you were here, listening. I know you're not, but still. It's like writing is keeping me from going completely insane.❞ ⤳ The Book of Newt, but make it Newtmas 𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘨𝘦, 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘧𝘵. 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮! 𝙏𝙒: depression, death thoughts /!\ All characters, places and storyline belong to James Dashner

Losing Newt was too much for Thomas to bear, but what if he doesn't have to let go quite yet? - "I just keep seeing your face looking down at me and-" Thomas stops himself. "No. No, no, you're here." "I am," Newt says, getting serious. "You're okay." "And I thought your letter was the last pep talk," Thomas lets out a small laugh. "I should have known they'd never stop." "It's your fault for being such a bloody mess all the time," Newt jokes. - Takes place after the events of The Death Cure movie.

It's been almost a year since they got to the safe haven, but Thomas can't heal. He reads Newt's letter everyday, once in the morning and once in the evening. He can't help but wonder what he could have done differently. But one morning, Thomas and the others are startled to find a small surprise waiting for them on the beach. A surprise that'll push them to go back to the world they so longed to escape from.

What if... Teresa never went with Thomas when she died, but instead, got the serum and went to try to save Newt without anyone knowing. Everyone would be gone to the Safe Heaven thinking Newt and Teresa are dead. But 1 month later, Newt woke up, healthy again and cured. Newt and Teresa then make a team to try and get back to the Safe Heaven where is everyone. This is an alternative end for The Maze Runner : The Death Cure (because I'm clearly still not over Newt's death and I'm so mad that they killed him, so yeah...) I do not own theses characters, they are from The Maze Runner franchise. I'm French so sorry if there are some mistakes. Hope you will read and enjoy this fanfiction! /!\Newtmas/!\

Eight months after The Last City fight, the gladers find their home in the safe haven, safe from WCKD. Everyone had found their mental peace, everyone except Thomas who can't live with the same happiness. What happens when an expedition goes wrong? What if Thomas has to sacrifice everything to save a special boy from his past? - Based on The Maze Runner (movies with a bit of books). I do not own the characters. - ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ! This story contains clear descriptions of mental illnesses and torture.