Kim Jongin wakes up one day to know that he had a job, a huge responsibility, and a tie with someone whom he never met.

Because maybe Jongin was having the sweetest dream, He couldn't help but moan out his name deliciously.

His every yeses are my every no, all of his steps forward are my backward ones, all of his right answers are my wrongs, his freedom is my cage. But despite all the differences, I wanted to look at him straight in the eyes and scream an l love you because it just might be my only yes, the only step forward I was left to do, the only right answer I could do, the only freedom I could have. My heart wasn't mine anymore, it was his It must have been the only time where I understood what selfless love was, and all I did was fall in love.

Because all your insecurities are what he finds most beautiful =============== Who is that man? Like what you see? Who is he? You.

How long does it take for you to move on? How long does it take for you to accept? Hey, Jongin... I miss you.

Hold my hand, before we go our separate ways I'll give you my all, my everyting, one last time Who knew the sky had limits?

And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'll understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am Everybody dies; it’s not the end of the world. Because the truth is, life wasn’t a circle but a sad straight line. You can only go forward, no one was allowed to look back. And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life When sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight His moments asleep are my most terrible nightmares – my dying moments – and his moments laughing are my sweetest downfall – because I’ve never heard of such empty laughter nor have I seen such a meaningful one; only his. And you can fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you breathe just to know you're alive I grew up to believe that pain only meant that I wasn't loved - and yet another lie I considered to be true. The more painful, the more unloved I became I was wrong - so very wrong; it had only meant one thing. It meant that I loved - so much that it hurt