Hello, I'm Star :) This is my first book thing on Wattpad that actually sounds good. Dead hopes is a BL including my online friend, Akki, who is gay. And since his birthday, I decided to write this sort of fanfiction for him, featuring him and his ideal dream of a boyfriend, a bratva. Aka Russian mafia. Trigger warnings : - Childhood trauma. - Child abuse (past) - Abusive father and household (past) - Death. - Violence and descriptive gore. - Mental health awareness. - MLM and WLW. - Self-hatered. - Hallucinations. - Mention of racism. - Homophobia.