In which a man leaves a little box full of 17 reasons why he loves her and 1 reason he hates her, on her door step, exactly 22 minutes before he jumps off that daft bridge. © pumpingluke

"hi daddy, mommy says its been one year since you went away to a place called heaven" Copyright © all rights reserved 2014 @FingerMeCal (Edited in 2019)

“i love her too much, but there is never too much” Hi. I don't know how to start this. I'm not good with these sort of things. Basically my name is rose, I'm 17 and I don't have long to live. I've got cancer and it's incurable so I'm left to live my last few months. My 18th birthday is in ten months though I don't know if I'll make it until then. I don't see what's the point in living these last months I may as well go now. But I met someone today, who has changed my mind completely.

"Is it recording? Oh shit! Uhh hey it's a Darcy I can't Come to the phone so leave a message and I'll try to get back to you. Uhh bye -beep-" Hey princess... Its Luke... I really miss you baby, goddammit why did you have to leave me? I wish you were here.... I love you baby.... Always will... Uhh... Bye... God I wish you could hear this.. -beep- In which Luke calls her just to hear her voice for those few seconds.... And sends her text messages just a bit of relief that she still gets them... Completed: April 20, 2015 Ending Rewritten: February 2, 2016 { B o o k 1 } d i s c l a i m e r : I wrote this when I was fourteen, please ignore the cringeness from it, this was my first story and I might rewrite something things in the future little by little but thank you for reading I love you all. - Cover by @valeskas

"we make quite the trio, don't we? an anorexic outcast, a schizo loon, and a depressive stoner." or the one where cal has an eating disorder and he becomes friends with a schizophrenic girl called lilian and her bipolar half-brother, ashton.

because you deserve everything you want in this life

my one shot for this hella rad book becasue i felt like writing some sad stufffffffff

What is it like to be Found? Is it a sense of self? Is it finding someone like you? Is it both?

Alexis chose the summer of 1996 to visit her Nonna in small, poorly known Clarkesville, Georgia. This year happens to be her favorite. Because a certain guy with ripped flannels, loose thick curls, and piercing green eyes won not only his thrilling illegal drag-races, but won the best trophy of them all. Her heart. [will contain mature content and much, much fluff]