"𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚞𝚙𝚜𝚎𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚎?" "𝙽𝚘..." "𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢?" ˜"*°•.˜"*°• ◣──•~❉ °❀° ❉~•──◢ •°*"˜.•°*"˜ In which Shisui has loved Maomao quietly, faithfully-always from the shadows. But Maomao's heart belongs elsewhere: to Jinshi, the golden boy whose every smile lights up her world. As Maomao's laughter brightens for Jinshi, Shisui's heart breaks in silence. She watches helplessly as the warmth she once held fades, replaced by a love she can never claim. When Maomao gives Jinshi her robe-a simple gesture heavy with meaning-Shisui is forced to confront the painful truth: she's not the one Maomao wants. In a world where desire and loyalty collide, Shisui must decide whether to vanish into the dust or find the courage to be seen-before all that remains is a quiet wish: I wish I were Heather Please do not hate on this if you don't like this ship then please don't click it. #3 Kimono #3 Sweater Started 5/6/25 Finished 24/7/25

It's getting a little harder for Maomao to consider Shisui a one night stand. It's getting a lot harder to convince herself she's still straight, too. She finds herself back in front of the alcohol. Maomao's hands itch to grab more, drink more, but something in her reminds her not to drink for the sake of feeling better. Then she remembers it, Shisui dancing and blushing with some girl, some girl that's not her, and it hurts. !!!WARNING!!! This fic contains sexual scenes [will be labeled in each chapter it applies]