as billie forms an undeniable bond with a girl, she learns that she is hiding a heartbreaking secret. now, they must navigate joy, fear, and the fragility of time.

Lelani Aurora Gomez, aka Lela, is an ER Nurse located in Anaheim. A city half an hour away from L.A. She loves music, her cat, and of course. The motorcycle life. Lela loves the independent, high standard lifestyle, but all of that changes when her and her friends bought themselves tickets to Billie Eilish's HIT ME HARD AND SOFT concert. She got pit of course, and finds herself involved with Ms. Eilish when one of her rings go missing.. A/N: This story will contain smut, graphics, cursing, and this is your ONLY warning. If you do not like it, you may leave or skip over it. (115,172 words)

When Emilia - a model navigating fame, identity, and the pressure of perfection - is paired with global pop star Billie Eilish for a high-profile publicity contract, neither expects it to feel real. But between the flashes of cameras and the quiet moments behind closed doors, their staged romance blurs into something disarmingly genuine, until ghosts from Billie's past start to mirror the same wounds that have haunted Emi all her life, forcing them to face what they've both tried to ignore.

Nessa isn't used to being the center of anyone's focus. Billie isn't used to wanting something this bad. A story about guilt, fear and the slow return of steady hands.

Evangeline Davenport has never heard the word no. Born into privilege and raised to rule every room she walks into, she's smart, magnetic, and untouchable. College is just another stage for her to own. Until she meets Billie Eilish. Billie is everything Evangeline isn't. Their dislike is instant, and neither is willing to back down. But when hate starts to feel a lot like desire, the rules change. Lines blur. And soon, Evangeline is playing a game she's never played before... One she can't win without risking the only thing she's never given away... her heart.

Angie, a photographer from Sacramento who's never left her hometown, embarks on a tour with Billie, capturing more than just images. Like Moon River's dream of "two drifters off to see the world," Angie's journey becomes one of wandering and wonder-navigating desire, uncertainty, and the pull of places and people that feel like home. She must decide whether to nurture this connection or let it drift away, like a river carrying her toward the unknown.

Finished Oct 2025! She mastered her album. Billie mastered her heart. A slow-burn, emotionally tangled love story between Billie Eilish and the sound engineer who tried not to fall for her. Betrayal, late-night confessions, a cat named Walter and the question posed by Schlink 'Can love survive the unforgivable?'

Alana Spencer is an Air Force pilot from New York, built on discipline and distance. But when she meets Billie Eilish, her world tilts. Can you fall in love when your heart belongs to the sky, and your duty is to your country?

Violet Winter learned the hard way that nothing lasts forever. After losing her mother and surviving a relentless battle with leukemia, she built walls around herself, walls no one had ever dared to break through. Letting people in meant risking heartbreak, and she had already lost too much. But then came Billie Eilish. With her, life became lighter, funnier, worth living again. But when your body still carries the scars of the past, how long can forever really last?

Sequel to What He Doesn't Know | Juliette and Billie finally have what they always wanted: each other. The lies are behind them, the world knows, and their house has become a home. Late-night FaceTimes have turned into shared toothbrushes and lazy Sunday mornings. Love, real love, finally feels possible. But stability doesn't mean peace. Not when you're dating someone the world thinks they own. As Billie returns to the spotlight - tours, interviews, flashing cameras - Juliette is pulled into a world she never asked for. A world where rumors spread faster than facts, and where whispers from the past refuse to stay buried. Old flames, broken friendships, and one mistake that never really went away. Because just when they thought the hard part was over...They'll realize some secrets don't die. They just wait.