He was the school's popular Jock. He was the school's nerd. Everyone loved him. Everyone hated him. He had friends. He had no one. He had the looks, the muscles, and the confidence. He was insecure, skinny, yet he was beautiful, but would never realize it. He was Liam Payne. He was Zayn Malik.

"roll up your sleeves Zayn" tw • self harm • abuse • anorexia • depression • suicide attempts • more to come {i restarted this story because my tops sounded like bottoms oop} started : october 29, 2018 finished : june 19, 2020

When rising music artist Zayn returns to Allentown, trying to lay low after a mysterious fallout in the industry, he crosses paths with Matthew, a grounded and empathetic mental health counselor. As Zayn tries to rebuild his life, Matthew becomes an unexpected anchor-and the emotional connection between them quickly intensifies. But Zayn's past isn't staying buried. Anonymous messages, eerie encounters, and strange incidents begin to surround him. As the tension grows, Matthew is drawn deeper into Zayn's world, and together they must face the truth Zayn has been avoiding-before it destroys them both.

The name is Alexandra Mikkel, aka Lexi. Age 19, from Portland, Oregon. Carefree, lover, partier and dancer. Those were the words that best described me. My boyfriend cheated on me with the same girl his friend Tom cheated on my friend. My parents didn't care much about me so they send me to London. I live with my uncles now. At first I hated it but then I met some nice guys and I have to say I really like one of them he looked like a bad boy but he is not. I'm not what he wants or what he needs. At least that's what i think. A/N: Feel free to vote and comment.

SWEAT FOR ME - ZAYN MALIK A novel inspired by Zayn's song : SWEAT She didn't choose this life. One night changed everything-her mother's debts sealed her fate. Sold to a man she had only seen on screens, a man the world worships. Now, she belongs to him. Zayn Malik-global superstar by day, ruthless mafia boss by night. The world sees the charming singer, the heartthrob who sets stadiums on fire. But behind the curtain, in the dark corners of the underworld, he is something else entirely. Dangerous. Untouchable. In control. She never wanted this life, never wanted to be under his mercy. But escape is impossible. He owns her. Body and soul. And Zayn? He isn't just keeping her locked away. He's claiming her. Whispering his obsession in every lyric. Watching her every move. Teaching her what it truly means to belong to him. But when the stage lights dim and the truth bleeds through, she realizes one thing-Zayn's world is far more terrifying than she ever imagined. And the most dangerous part? She might not want to run anymore.

"I can't take it anymore" "Take the pain and suffering away" "I have nothing left to lose" You say I have so much to live for, but I can't even think of a reason. The life of Rory stays behind closed doors, behind the damage is a young girl who wants to be able to walk outside with a real smile. To enjoy life. Things get rough and painful. But when a real 'Payne' comes along everything shifts to a new level. ****Explicit Content ***** You have been warned, there are many graphic scenes. If you are not comfortable with it, then do not read. There is some mild language as well. Please Note: Liam is portrayed as character and nothing more. This is not how I view Liam of course. This is all a work strictly a work of fiction. I mean no harm or anything else towards Liam, Harry, Leighton or any other celebrity used in this story. All Rights Reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. Copyright ⓒ : Roraline Crawford ™ 2013 Do Not Steal Please

What would you do if the most important people in your life were gone? They were here one day and gone the next? How would you feel if the only person you really had left was constantly moving and was well known around the world? Would you choose to live with them or to support yourself? That's the one decision Samantha will have to make. Samantha Payne is the little sister of famous One Direction band member, Liam Payne. Life has never been easy for her. People always think it's a dream being related to a celebrity but if you ask Samantha, she will tell the complete opposite. What obstacles will Samantha have to overcome and how will they affect the people around her?

☮ lights will guide you home and ignite your bones and i will try to fix you ☮ when liam payne ends up in the hospital after a devastating night, he's ready to give up. what's the point? he's on the road of losing it all anyways. not only has he let down himself, but he's let down the band and millions of devoted fans around the world. but then he meets ellie. [book four in the 'inspirations' series]

This book contains all BSM's of Louis Tomlinson and reader being his sister Y/N. No requests at this moment please