In the glittering, rain-soaked streets of Bangkok, Est is a high-end escort who has mastered the art of detachment. One hour. No staying after. No feelings. No exceptions. Scarred by a violent past, he has built walls so high that pleasure has become nothing more than a transaction and love an impossibility. Until William Jakrapatr knocks on his door. A broke, half-Thai half-American literature student with absent parents and a heart too big for his circumstances, William saves every baht for months just for one night with the beautiful, untouchable man behind apartment 2803. What begins as a single paid encounter quickly spirals into something neither of them can control. Night after night, William returns , paying higher prices, falling harder, learning every inch of Est's body and the hidden scars beneath. Slowly, the cold transactions melt into stolen mornings, shared meals, tender aftercare, and whispered confessions in the dark. Est finds himself breaking his own rules: letting William stay, refusing his money, craving the one man who looks at him like he's worth keeping. One night becomes many. One rule becomes many broken. And the man who was never meant to stay... refuses to leave.

Est grieves the death of his partner, finding quiet in self-harm until he meets Hong-owner of an underground BDSM club who teaches him that pain and pleasure are two sides of the same coin. But when Est sees something he shouldn't, he falls into the hands of William- leader of a mafia sect and a broken sadist whose cracks leave space only for him. By night, Hong rules The Citadel- an underground bdsm club. By day, he hides behind the badge of a cop, protecting the club's ties to the mafia. However, his world falls apart when Nut, a new detective investigating drug-related deaths, receives an anonymous tip with five names- one that hits too close to Hong. Now, he must cover his tracks while falling for the very same man sent to bring him down. In the wake of grief, lust, and secrets, the four men's lives collide. And what follows is a storm of romance, lies, betrayal, and chaos- where love cuts as deep as violence, and no one leaves untouched. __________________________ This work is inspired by The Original Sinners series by Tiffany Reisz- one of my all-time favorites. Disclaimer: This story contains very heavy themes and real BDSM, not the airbrushed version you see in today's media. It's unfiltered and brutal. If that makes you uncomfortable, I suggest you end your journey here.♥️ I'll post updates weekly or even earlier. I will also update the tags as I go. I hope you enjoy reading what I come up with. ♥️

Est whispered, "What happens when I fall in love with a man who was meant to kill me?" William was hired to kill Est, but he is torn apart by Est. Est was supposed to die, instead he is flirting, chasing and falling for William. No more spoilers. The first chapter should give you everything about the two! #Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 william #1 dork #4 flirt ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: A romantic WilliamEst story. Get ready to smile, ache, cry and laugh. Credits for pictures in the book cover and all the chapters go to original owners, I simply found them in internet. I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks --

Est never planned on falling for William - the walking red flag who dated a hundred people without blinking, the boy who flirted with everyone except the one person he shouldn't. What started as a harmless plan to fake-date William just to help a friend move on slowly twisted into something far messier, deeper, and painfully real. They weren't supposed to care. They weren't supposed to get jealous. They DEFINITELY weren't supposed to kiss like they meant it. But between pretending, denying, pushing away, pulling closer, and breaking each other with misunderstandings they didn't know how to voice... something dangerous began to grow. A need. A craving. A love neither of them felt ready for. As jealousy sharpens, secrets slip, boundaries blur, and their "fake" relationship becomes the most real thing in both their lives - Est and William must figure out whether they're falling in love... or falling apart. Toxic. Tender. Slow burn. Unhinged jealousy. Disclaimer- Please know that non of this is related to the real life actors. Its purely just my imagination.. If you have choose to read this story, thank you so much for giving it chance. For anyone who is interested. I have another book of WilliamEst. If you like. Please check that out too.💫❤️ Recommend for anyone who is 18+