I bite my lip as I contemplate whether I should ask the question that's been bouncing around my head all day. Taking a deep breath, I look up at her. "Are you embarrassed of me," I blurt out before I can change my mind. "Is that why you haven't told anybody about us?"

My moms name is Billie, Billie O'Connell. She won't look at me. She can't look at me. She said so. T/W: Mentions and details of depression and suicide

Sequel to 'only you-Billie Eilish' If you haven't read the first part, you should check it out first

This is a sequel to "The fan in row one"