Stan's depression is getting worse. Stan's relationships with his friends and girlfriend he has to not mess up all while struggling with his addictions and grueling depression. His main goal is to graduate, but will he even make it that far? NO SMUT. CW/TWs ⚠️: Swearing Mental health issues Suicide Self harm Abuse Substance abuse Major character death(?)

Two days after Stan's eighteenth birthday, he decides to end it all. He can't handle the depression and loneliness anymore. But before he can go through with it, Kyle saves him. And the more time Stan spends with him, he starts to realize there's something happening between them. Something worth living for........ Age:17/18 Slightly angsty and hurt/comfort *Mentions of suicide, self harm, abuse/ neglect, and sexual situations.

As Kyle and Stan begin to fall for each other during their junior year of high school, Kyle slowly finds himself slipping under Stan's influence and changing in ways he never expected, and not exactly for the better. NOTES: @stxrzshipz and i wrote this together and is originally on AO3, but also posted on my wattpad!! the art from the cover is from @emilyartstudios on instagram!!

When Sharon Marsh passes away, Stan's world utterly shatters. Left to deal with the aftermath, he drowns in grief, anger, and the overwhelming void his mother left behind. Desperate to escape, he turns to alcohol and weed, but all they do is dull the pain. As his relationships begin to strain, his father spiraling, his friends unsure how to reach him, Stan pushes everyone away, convinced no one can understand. But grief is not something he can outrun forever, and sooner or later, he'll have to face what he's lost... and what remains. or alchoholic mamas boy stan after his mom dies tws are at the top of each chapter art is not mine!

IF YOU FIND THIS ANYWHERE BUT WATTPAD IT IS STOLEN! Stan and Kyle have been best friends since forever. Or that's what everyone says 'cause nobody remembers exactly when the two boys became inseparable. Though their sophomore year is getting close to an end the chaos simply has no end. I mean... it's highschool... in South Park. Of course on top of that everyone has their own personal chaos to deal with too. Stan's dad died this month last year, Kyle has a crush on his best friend, Butters parents suck, Kenny's poor AND his parents suck, and then Cartman... well he's just an asshat. Even with such little time left in the school year a wild amount of drama can still occur. Kyle is just happy he has Stan and vice versa. I mean they'll always have each other... right? Nothing could separate them... surely. ... (!) TW for the following (!) Alcohol abuse Swearing Mention of suicide Mention of death Vomit (moderate) Homophobia Sexual Innuendos ... Hello! As you read this I want you to keep in mind that I'm a young writer and that this is fan fiction. I will try my best to have good grammar, spelling, etc. but mistakes happen. *cought cough* auto correct, typos, human error *cough cough* Just (politely) point out my mistake and I'll go back and fix it. Also they're all 15-16 in this book. This isn't following any sort of timeline for the show so also keep that in mind. Enjoy!

-NOT FOR YOUNG AUDIENCES- stan marsh lived in south park all of his 10 years of life, hanging out every single day with his 3 best friends kyle, kenny, and cartman. one day, his dad, randy, informs his family that as his illegal weed business has become extremely successful, they would be moving into the city in another state where weed is legalized to continue growing the empire. without even having the chance to say goodbye, they are moved out of their home. now 8 years later, after stan's dad is apprehened by police, the marsh family is forced to move back to south park, stan will have to try to incorporate himself back into south park high school during the the first half of his senior year along with handling his drug relapse. (this story is slightly influenced by the show euphoria) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CAUTION: THIS STORY WILL NOT HAVE TRIGGER WARNINGS! this is a slow burn that includes many mentions of sexual activities!! it also isn't limited to style, so PLEASE don't complain if the main characters get into their own flings with others!! if you are sensitive to extremely mature topics please click away! if not, enjoy my 4th story <3