This is set in season 4 of Addison didn't leave. Mer and Addie are casual. They think. It's one sided and everything is fine light but what happens when someone from Meredith past shows up.

meredith meets someone online, one day she sees the person face to face, but will she realize it on the spot or would it take a big event to do so? Will meeting this person change her or break her? I promise it gets better as you read

(These are not my characters they are from greys anatomy and I don't own them) Based in season 18 when Meredith and Addison have a heart to heart conversation after putting Ellis,Bailey and Zola to sleep

Addison Montgomery is a millionaire back in New York. She goes to Seattle to escape all the memories with her ex girlfriend. Until she met a woman who can give all the pleasure the wants after her break up. They become fuck buddies and kept their relationship private. They started to have a deep affection with their selves. Until one day, everything has changed. *SOME OF THE CHARACTERS WAS OWNED BY SHONDA FREAKIN RHIMES.*

It had been a few years since Addison and Meredith had fallen in love but will it work out or just leave them more broken than before. This is my first fanfic so the writing is terrible *Sexual content* *Addiction mentioned in chapter: Old ways*

Between the eye contact and the overall tension, Meredith and Addison were always more than they said they were. This is what really happened between Addison and Meredith. There will be some dialogue from Grey's Anatomy. I don't own any of these characters.

"Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart."~Winnie the Pooh

Addison finds out that Meredith uses age regression as a coping skill and takes her home to her and Arizona's house to care for her. I promise the story is better than the summary, I just suck at summaries most of the time!

Meredith sat in the exam room crushing Addison's hands in a death grip. The doctor's words swirled around her, bringing her worst nightmare to life. She couldn't have kids. Neither she nor Addison could carry a child meaning that they would never have the family they both so badly want. Numbly, she followed the redhead back to their car, staring straight ahead as the reality of what the doctor said set in. Tears began to rush down her face as a broken sob slipped from her lips. When Meredith finds out that she can't carry children, she and Addison explore other options to expand their family.