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Checkered Hearts [LESTAPPEN] - Tome II by PolePositionPen
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The fall was just the beginning. 2024 ended in silence. 2025 begins in fire. Charles has his title. Max has his pride. Neither has peace. Six weeks without a word. No texts. No crossed paths. Just the Monaco winter and the weight of everything left unsaid. But Formula 1 doesn't pause for broken things-and when the new season ignites in Australia, there's no hiding from the truth: They are not strangers. They are not friends. They are something the sport doesn't have a name for. The paddock notices. The FIA watches. Rival teams sharpen their knives. Every interview is a minefield, every garage a battleground. The world wants a war. But wars have rules. This? This is chaos. They were fire and gasoline. It was never going to end quietly. ------------------------------ Find the associated playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3l2AjWHpWxNw7JWqiRL8Zq?si=J8Z-fTLHQTuIgR2sz-W3tQ&pi=e-BRDgo8NERNWe Note: The playlist is updated before each chapter release. Make sure to follow us so you don't miss any announcements or exclusive content. Also, the storyline is mostly planned out, but we're always open to suggestions, so please feel free to share yours ! Enjoy ♥
ABOUT US - lestappen by lyrastp33
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It was supposed to be simple. A fake relationship, a bit of public hand-holding, and a few well-timed smiles for the camera. Nothing they couldn't handle. They're both used to pressure, just usually the kind that comes with an engine. But between media appearances, private jokes, and the occasional almost-too-convincing moment, the lines start to blur. And suddenly, what started as a carefully constructed lie doesn't feel so fake anymore.
Redline Hearts by athena_beaumont
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Max Verstappen, a three-time World Champion, is drowning under the weight of his father's abuse, the pressure of perfection, and a lifetime of repressed emotions. Charles Leclerc, his fiercest rival on track, notices the cracks in Max's armor and slowly becomes his lifeline. As their rivalry turns into an unexpected friendship-and then something deeper-Max battles internalized homophobia, panic attacks, and suicidal ideation. Meanwhile, Charles struggles with his own demons, including the guilt of loving the man he was supposed to hate. Their relationship is tested by public scrutiny, toxic family dynamics, and their own fears, but in the end, they learn that love-and forgiveness-can be stronger than pain.
Through Fire and Storm by athena_beaumont
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What could possibly go wrong when two old enemies catch feelings for each other? Two boys who are so similar yet have such different pasts. They are interlinked. Destiny has brought them together *completed*
I Hated You Because I Wanted You (Landoscar) by rubidarubi
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Enemies. Teammates. Rivals. Lando Norris hates his rookie teammate, Oscar Piastri. Oscar secretly likes him anyway. It should end there but between late-night arguments, jealous glances, and one stolen kiss, the line between rivalry and love starts to blur. Lando Norris x Oscar Piastri
When Love Lingers - A Lestappen Love Story by phenomeniallclifford
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Charles receives an invitation to his ex-lover Max's wedding to Kelly, which reignites his feelings of heartbreak and loss. As he grapples with his emotions, Charles struggles to cope, feeling himself slipping back into a depressive state. The memories of the love he once shared with Max haunt him, and he finds himself yearning for a love that he can no longer have. The story explores themes of love, loss, and the pain of moving on. - This story is also available on AO3, under the same name - Warnings: - Depression - Mentions of Suicide/Self Harm - Minor Smut - Pregnancy as a Manipulation Technique
Racing Hearts - A Lestappen Love Story by phenomeniallclifford
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In the high-octane world of Formula One, where speed and precision reign supreme, two drivers find themselves navigating the twists and turns of both the racetrack and their hearts. Max Verstappen, a three-time world champion from the Netherlands, is known for his fierce determination and brutally honest demeanor. But beneath his tough exterior lies a past shadowed by an abusive father and an inability to express his emotions. On the other side of the paddock is Charles Leclerc, the first openly gay driver in Formula One, whose warmth and compassion shine bright against the backdrop of a sport often steeped in tradition. After bravely coming out over the winter, Charles seeks to inspire others while grappling with the challenges of acceptance in a world that can be unforgiving. As the new season kicks off at the Bahrain Grand Prix, their paths intertwine, leading to an unexpected friendship that blossoms into something deeper. Together, they confront not only the pressures of racing but also their own insecurities and fears. With the roar of engines and the thrill of competition as their backdrop, Max and Charles must navigate the complexities of love, acceptance, and the courage it takes to be themselves in a world that demands conformity. Warnings: - Abuse - Homophobia - Self Harm
Never knew I needed you  /lestappen by f1addict3
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Charles unexpectedly becomes single. He thought that break up was gonna be easy but it turns out to be compleatly false. He finds the much needed comfort in another driver. What happens when he suddenly finds out that he also likes men and how will everyone react?
Broken Speed | Lestappen by writingforyoo
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"You made me feel something again - you brought me back to life." Max Verstappen, reigning Formula One champion, is devastated when a tragic call leaves him to care for his young nephews. Struggling with grief, he steps away from racing and isolates himself, trying to hold his shattered life together. Charles Leclerc, his somehow friend but mainly rival, is shocked by Max's withdrawal from the sport. While being on the peak of his performance, he sees Max spiral into despair. Charles is determined to help him heal, risking everything to bring Max back to life, and maybe, to love. In the high-octane world of Formula One, where every second counts, two souls are drawn together by love, loss, and the hope of healing. Will Charles be able to break through Max's walls and help him rediscover the joy of life, or will fear and heartache keep them apart?
Can't Help Falling In Love (A Lestappen Story) by ThatDamf1Fan
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What happens behind closed doors when no one is watching? What happens in the dark of hotel rooms and the privacy of their houses? What is truly happening with Max Verstappen and Charles Leclerc? TW// Depression, Eating Disorders, Self Harm, Mentions of suicide, Suicidal thoughts, Trauma, Abuse, Addiction These are not my characters