"For God's sake, Felix! We're brothers..." "Stepbrothers, Hyun. Step." "And for your information, stepbrothers are still brothers." "Brothers share blood, not just a few lines on some meaningless paper."

Felix has hated Hyunjin for as long as he can remember. Arrogant, reckless, and constantly surrounded by girls, Hyunjin is everything Felix resents-and unfortunately, everything he can't seem to ignore. But when a dark, stormy night finds Felix crying on a curb miles from home, it's Hyunjin who appears through the rain. One moment. One look. And everything begins to change. What happens when the boy you hate is the only one who truly sees you?

[ENG] "There's nothing more confusing than these damn feelings, is there?" While Felix tries to comfort and cheer up Hyunjin after his breakup, their relationship begins to change and he himself falls into a tangle of feelings and those that seem to be none. ____________________________ • published: may 14th, 2022 • completed: september 29th, 2022

Felix is the only one of his friends that's still a virgin, he wants to sleep with someone but he hasn't found the right person yet. So he asks his best friend to help him out and he finds out a few things about himself that he didn't know. Luckily he has Hyunjin to guide him and show him how amazing sex can get to be so he can enjoy it with his future partner...or that's what he convinces himself it is for. Or; Felix asks Hyunjin to take away his virginity and they fall in love but it's too scary to love your best friend, so they try to ignore it and move on. Or; Innocent and soft Felix is not as innocent and soft as everyone thinks he is.

[ENG] Felix takes Hyunjin to the gym the night before StrayKids' day off, and Hyunjin in turn takes him to his bed. That the night is long between one and the other would then also explain their current heated situation in the shower. ____________________________ published: August 9th, 2023 finished: August 29th, 2023

He's rain-soaked, cigarette-stained, and completely untouchable. Until I touched him. In the middle of a Seoul downpour, Felix meets a stranger beneath a flickering streetlamp. Hyunjin is homeless, high, and hiding from the world-with sharp words and trembling hands that don't know how to be held. He smokes like it's the only thing keeping him warm. He doesn't believe in kindness. Or second chances. But Felix isn't walking away. Not tonight. Not ever.

They were each other's first love. And their first heartbreak. Felix and Hyunjin haven't spoken since high school-since one goodbye tore them apart. Now they're debuting in the same idol group. To the world, they're rivals. Strangers. Behind closed doors, they're something messier. Bitten-back words. Lingering stares. A history neither of them knows how to bury. But feelings don't fade just because time passes. And love doesn't always listen to reason. Because what do you do when the boy you thought you lost forever... is standing right in front of you again? This is their second first love. And maybe-just maybe-it's the one that lasts.