*This story it's based in a book "I know. I made it my business to know everything there was to know about you the second I saw you on the parapet." "Because that's not creepy." I let the coffee warm my freezing hands. "Can't know how to ruin someone without understanding them first," he says quietly. I lift my gaze to find that his is already on me. "And is that still your plan?" Gemma's words have haunted me for two days. He flinches. "No." "What changed?" Frustration tightens my grip on the mug. "When exactly did you decide not to ruin me?" "Maybe it was when I saw Oren holding a knife to your throat," he says. "Or maybe it was when I realised the bruises on your neck were fingerprints and wanted to kill them all over again just so I could do it slowly. Maybe it was the first time I recklessly kissed you or when I realised I'm fucked because I can't stop thinking about doing more than just kissing you." My breath catches at his admission, but he just sighs, lets his head fall back against the wall. "Does it even matter when, as long as it changed between us?" "Don't do that," I whisper, and he lifts his head again to hold my gaze. "Do what? Tell you I can't get you out of my head? Or speak directly into yours?" "Either."

Zarry one-shots inspired by my lovely readers' suggestions and feedback. Mature and Trigger warnings will be posted as I add a new entry. Some may be long, some short. Enjoy! **initial suggestions were submitted on my conversations thread [post from July 11 2025] (if you can find it) If you want to add to that list please see intro page for more details.

Zayn Malik, a successful finance executive, is forced to confront his deepest fears and desires when he meets Harry Styles, a bold, free-spirited stripper. As their undeniable connection grows, Zayn must decide whether to continue hiding behind a facade of success or embrace the messy, beautiful truth of who he really is.

"I can't give you the life that you have ... I can't give you all the things that he can"

"No one has the power to take me from your dad. They can try all they want but it will never happen."

"I know this is bad... but fuck all I want is you... I love you. Please love me back... more than you already do" "You don't know how much I love you and that scares me"

just an Instagram story, thought it'd be fun.

Midnight Memories" A zarry fanfic, This based in 2014/2015, An angsty Romance between zayn and harry, unspoken tension that everyone seems to notice but no one dares speak about.

❝it's been four short years, with hopes and dreams and fears; with a love and trust and tears,❞ or which zayn and harry broke up years ago, only left with their very broad history, a book of polaroids and unfulfilled affection. fanart cover credits to ig: zalizap © sweatshirtzarry 2017

Drawings, pubs, matching tops, and a lot in the middle. A Zarry AU.