Felix doesn't quite remember when it happened. When his legs carried him to the bathroom. When his knees bent to reach into the cabinet. When his arms searched for a box hidden deep under shampoos and tubes of toothpaste. When his fingers grasped the box and brought it back to his room. The only thing he remembers is being stuck in a black cloud of thoughts. Or Felix relapses and Chan finds him, disoriented and bloody. Please don't read if you're sensitive to SH topics.

"did you hear? lee felix has cuts on his wrists."

[ COMPLETED ] in which curiosity killed the cat... and felix couldn't help himself book 3 of BONES series cover credits to artysol

Felix loves seeing blood. He loves blood dripping down his arms and thighs, running his blade deeper and deeper. What if Hyunjin is able to stop him before it's too late? "Just a week. Just 7 days. Just 168 hours. Just 10,080 minutes. Just 604,800 seconds... 604,800 is a lot..." "I know baby, but it's just 𝐨𝐧𝐞 week." --- !!!!TW!!!! If anything like, blood, self harm, low self image, skin ripping, going through layers of skin, detailed cutting etc etc triggers you, please don't read. This story isn't made to support self harm, say you should do it, or anything like that :) !-!-!-!-! Do NOT talk about your ways of self harming in the comments, especially if you say things like "one second clean". It's nothing to brag with, or about, so don't do it. Don't speak about weights, how much you lost, or anything like that. This can be VERY triggering towards others. DO talk about, having to talk to someone, speaking about something you healed from, encourage each other, and support each other in the comments. This is a safe place to vent in, but like I said, ways to sh, ways to lose weight/gain weight (if unhealthy) is NOT supporting or comforting. It's triggering. !-!-!-!-! STARTED WRITING//: 18-06-24 (18th of June 2024) PUBLISHED FIRST CHAPTER//:oops forgot PUBLISHED LAST CHAPTER//:oops forgot

"𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯. 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦." Felix, a boy who has been isolated for almost 19 years of his life, what happens when he chooses to run away one day? Genres: •𝐄𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 •𝐅𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 Note that before reading-this story will briefly mention or touch upon topics such as 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬, 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭. Most impressive rankings ──★ #1 under hyunlix tag 2/10/23 #1 under hyunlix tag-days spent 2/13/23~2/15/23 #1 under Journaling tag 6/19/23 #1 under plotwithsmut tag 8/12/23 #1 under firststory tag 8/26/23 #2 under hyunlix tag 2/5/23 #2 under modeling tag 4/22/23 #2 under modeling tag 8/10/23 #2 under hyunlix tag-days spent 6/24/23~6/25/23 #2 under firststory tag 8/26/23 #3 under leefelix tag 8/3/23 #3 under firststory tag 8/13/23 #1 under hwanghyunjin tag 12/13/23 #1 under runawayteen out of 53 stories #1 under nyctophobia out of 112 stories #1 under modeling tag 1/7/2024

Lee Felix, who also goes by the name Lee Felix Yongbok. Unfortunately, Felix has been struggling with suicidal tendencies for quite some time now. As a teenager, he has made numerous attempts to take his own life, indicating deep emotional and psychological distress. His friends have grown tired and worried for him, most leaving because they simply can't be with Felix. Even after graduating, what if he's still suicidal? What if he attempts again? What happens if one almost works? Almost.

Top street car-racer in the area - Hwang Hyunjin, is one day met with the new pretty boy in town that threatens to turn his world upside down. The story of the Star Boy that fell from grace while his downfall - fell on Hyunjin's lap instead.

One is a strict perfectionist and the other is a carefree spirit. Not quite a dream team, but they have one thing in common - a passion for dance. What happens when these two dance majors are forced to work together on the show for the final school celebration? *** GENRE: Slow burn, College AU, Non-Idol AU WARNINGS: Explicit language, sexual content, minors DNI DISCLAIMER: I no longer give warnings in my chapters before explicit content because I don't want to spoil the story for the reader. This is a work of fiction, and I mean no harm, disrespect or push some narrative to anyone involved. Stray Kids are in this fiction for characters' purpose only, they are real people that have nothing to do with my fanfiction. STATUS: Finished (Started: November 2022 - Finished: March 2023)

from all the lies i heard, 'i love you' was my favorite

in which felix leaves hyunjin a bunch of letters started- mar. 29, 2021