Aiden is a young, widely famous singer struggling with drug addiction after going through an intense breakup. His label sends him to a psychiatric hospital in hopes of the singer coming back to himself. There, through all the darkness, he meets Edwin, a blue-haired doctor who keeps wanting to show him the light again. Edwin has dedicated his life to his job as a psychiatrist. He leads a life on autopilot. But when the troublesome star comes to the hospital, he can't help but get drawn to the man. Though Aiden's past stands between them, Edwin still tries to push past all the walls. Little do they know what things lie ahead for them as they get their lives entangled. #2 MxM #2 bxb #6 Mentalhealth #7 PTSD #6 mentalhospital #9 trauma

"There is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable" Anatoly Denisov, or Tolya, used to be a delinquent and member of a gang, as the tattoos on his skin testify. After leaving the gang, Tolya had to work hard to re-build his past relationships especially with his twin brother, Dima. Nothing was simple, but he realized how his family and friends were more than ready to give him a second chance. Oleg Azarov, personal assistant and bodyguard of Tolya and Dima's father, was the man that made Anatoly open his eyes and face reality through harsh and effective methods and bike races, the only common passion they apparently share. But something happened when following the duties. Oleg grew attached to Anatoly in a way he could not afford, as he could not develop feelings for someone 14 yrs younger, and especially not for the son of the man that gave him a new life. There is a line clearly marking duties and loyalty and Oleg is not man to cross it. Anatoly calls Oleg a "sadistic and scary bastard" and cannot stand the fact he always speaks of duties whenever he refers to him, but there is something he can't deny: the burning physical attraction he feels for that man. Yet, he totally refuses to listen to his desire. But what happens to this equilibrium when Anatoly, the forbidden fruit and sweetest temptation, decides that he wants Oleg and will have him no matter what? What happens when constant temptation is first offered unintentionally and then deliberately, slowly scratching the line marking borders forbidden to cross? What will happen when forgotten past comes back to taunt Tolya? Duties, desires, principles, remorse, lust, attraction, obligation, guilt, rules, forbidden, allowed, bike races, adrenaline, excitement, resolution, need, gangs war, possessiveness, unleashed emotions, uncontrollable feelings and love. The love you cannot resist, the love you cannot fight. All clashes and fuses and confuses in this story of forbidden love.

The sacrifices he's made for a love that may never be returned are slowly destroying him. _______________ Philip, once the embodiment of dominance and cruelty in high school, carries a dangerous secret, one that could further strain his already fragile relationship with a cold, powerful billionaire who, for the first time, made him feel small.. Hatred became obsession. The boy who never flinched at violence now finds himself paralyzed by fear and aching for the one person he can never have. He clings to every scrap of attention, no matter how cold or distant, losing pieces of himself in the desperate hope that one day he might be seen, cared for or loved. His life spirals into more nightmare when.... "Please...." I whispered My hand reached out, trembling, as I tried to touch him, but I stopped just inches from his skin. I couldn't do it, terrified he'd pull away. I let my hand fall. "I love you," I whispered again, "Please...Just something. What do I have to do for you to hold me?" ___________ This isn't a typical story where characters fall in love quickly! Content Warning‼️ This book includes depictions of drug use, peer pressure, non consensual situation, and other sensitive topics that may be triggering or upsetting to some readers Please note that I do not condone or encourage these actions in any way. They are just fictional narrative, and I believe anyone involved in such activities should face legal consequences or seek help. Readers discretion is strongly advised! Read The Tags!

BOOK ONE Coming out was supposed to set Julian free. Instead, it left him with a broken arm, a mother who won't stop preaching, and a silence that grows heavier every day. High school feels like a cage, and Julian is certain he doesn't belong anywhere-until Paul crashes into his world. With his inked skin, effortless charm, and a following that makes him untouchable, Paul should be the last person Julian lets close. But in Paul's arms, Julian feels something he's never known before: safe. As their connection deepens, so does the danger. Loving Paul means risking exposure, rejection, and heartbreak all over again. Worse, it means facing the cruelest voice of all-the one inside Julian's own head. Tender, raw, and unflinching, Open is a story about first love, first heartbreak, and finding the courage to believe you're worthy of both. ::: I could feel it when his body finally went slack, when he'd fallen asleep and soft snores emitted. And I thought I was getting better at this breaking down thing... I honestly did but when I was alone, I seemed to fall apart. Endless serenades of how worthless I'd been and how destructive I was; I was a disappointment to literally everyone and I hated it. My breathing became shallow as I cried for the second time that day, finally feeling content being immersed in guilt. A shudder wracked through my body, tears escaping and Paul pulled me closer as he woke silently. Mumbling soft nothings against my skin and kissing it to slow my breathing, he tried to lull me to sleep, "It's okay, you're okay." Refusing to speak -my voice failing me- his arm came up to wrap around my shoulder and I held him there, placing a small kiss to his tattooed skin in a broken sign of gratitude, I must've run out of tears. And I felt at ease.

Minho has two goals: Graduate High School Then Kill Himself But what he doesn't have planned is moving to a new school, and meeting 7 friends on his first day seemingly lighting up his life. But would that be enough to save him from himself? -This is cross platform, on ao3- Username Candy_Kpop_Simper

(Please don't ignore the warnings as the book falls in a rather dark genre and might not suitable for everyone.) "I'm sure they have told you that I'm insane, that I'm a fucking psycho," He menacingly grins, head tilting wickedly his eyes filled with vicious playfulness. Eve sheepishly nods in fear. "Believe them," he whispered against Eve's lips. Sunford academy is an all-boys boarding school. Where rich parents tossed their rebellious kids who are too much to deal with. No matter how the outside world perceives them or makes assumptions about the school, the students are more complicated than they appear. Every student has a dark and tumultuous history and they've been prisoned here to create more history with their rowdy-ness. Please read the tags and Author's note for warning.

Wooyoung and San's story evolves from being best friends to becoming lovers amidst life's unpredictable twists. Wooyoung's path leads him to become a qualified doctor, while San rises to fame as a K-pop idol. However, their peaceful lives are upended as unseen dangers loom, stemming from a possessive ex-boyfriend and overzealous fans. As complexities mount, their love remains steadfast. Yet, a critical moment arises where it might seem too late for San to save his beloved Wooyoung. Or perhaps, the challenge is in saving not just one, but two lives intertwined by love and destiny

boyxboy College art student Jamison Parker struggles with getting close to anyone after trauma crippled his ability to reach out and connect with others both physically and emotionally. More interested in nature than people, he keeps his head down and tries to get through each day without giving up entirely. Classmate Elliot Astor is a trust funder that can't buy his way out of grief and secrets of his own. Spending his nights partying with his friends to forget, he drifts through days with little interest in chasing anything but the next distraction. After a chance meeting, they find themselves drawn increasingly close together, pushing the boundaries of their heartache and histories, and fighting for a future neither dared to envision. current word count: 254,760 -------- • trying to update once a month, if not sooner • some chapters are broken into multiple parts for ease of reading, as some chapters are over 16K words • I'm a very dialogue-heavy writer :) • this is a genuine slow burn ***Read with caution*** This story includes mature content and themes such as explicit sexual content, suicide, self-harm, abuse, violence, trauma, drug use, mental illness, death, extreme homophobia, slurs, cursing, etc. There is no SA, though Stats: #1 in anxietydisorder 10/22/25 #4 in bxbromance 07/03/25 #19 in loneliness 09/24/25

"We shouldn't do this...you're my best friend." "I don't want to be just friends anymore. I want to set our friendship on fire and burn it all." Aiden's heart wars with his head. Hunter has always been his best friend and his safe place. But now, every time he's near his friend, Hunter. Hunter's touch sets him on fire, and that heat is impossible to ignore. On the other hand, Hunter doesn't care. He's done playing it safe. As their friendship teeters on the edge of ruin, Aiden must decide: is the risk of losing Hunter worth the chance of having him completely? Or will the flames they ignite consume them both? Friendship on fire has never been this reckless-or this irresistible.

[Right now I'm updating phase 1 & 2 the story, mostly the grammar. So be forgiving] What would you say if you were living in denial to yourself, and you knew that if you allowed yourself to be who you really were meant to be, would mean both shame, guilt, but also harm? What would you say if you one day couldn't resist your temptations anymore and followed your heart? You knew it could be devastating for you but what would be worse? Dying after you've lived a life you didn't want to live, or dying from trying to live the life you always dreamed of? This fanfiction is about Monty from 13 reasons why and thru his point of view, mostly. But in my version the sexual assault he did to Tyler never happened, Bryce Walker never died and therefore Ani and Clay didn't investigate it. Instead, Monty "only" mocked and bullied others and end up in fights. He still threatened his fellow students to shut them down in court. Bryce did transfer to Hillcrest. The fight at the homecoming game happened but Bryce didn't hurt Zach. He and Monty had a fight though, because Monty felt betrayed after Bryce lack of gratitude for what he had done for him and for Bryce ending their friendship. My story begins at the scene where Monty tried to threaten Bryce after the game, where he also met Winston. A little warning - this fanfiction contains smut, violence and a bad language. :) I hope you'll enjoy my story! Feel free to give me feedback and comments! :) ***************************************** This fanfiction is my first one, so I hope you can oversee my grammar (English isn't my first language) and newbie mistakes. Also I want to apologize for my lack of knowledge about American football, baseball and things related to American schools. :) Thru the year I have improved my writing, so I will process the earlier chapters and probably fill them in more; make them deeper and less scattered and flat; though when the story is finished. I myself think my chapters get better with time. :)