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Desirable (mxm) by dreammcatcher
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Milo loves sex, parties and alcohol. He adores the thrill of being young, wild and mateless. He has witnessed his family and friends find their mates, settling down and living happily ever after. But this has never appealed to Milo. He wants to be a free spirit forever. That's until Milo's mate walks in on him at a sex party. Not only is Milo getting fucked into oblivion by another male but the mate-bond he refused to believe even existed is now shattering around him. He's never known such heartbreak for someone he's never met before and now he's convinced it is broken beyond repair. Nate already has enough to worry about and now he's faced with the pain of seeing his mate being intimate with someone else. Someone that isn't him. The memory forever engraved into his mind. With both of them battling silent insecurities, they struggle to understand how they could ever possibly work out their issues when their lives are so fundamentally different. Can Milo and Nate sort through their differences to give each other a chance at true love? 18+
DO YOU REALLY HATE EACH OTHER? (MXMXM)  by Fabiolaunknown
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Theodore Vales 🌸 Do you really hate each other? Because I don't think you do. I've seen hatred before. It is clean. Sharp. Cold. What you two have is anything but. It is fire, restless and consuming. It is tension so thick the air trembles when you walk into the same room. It is silence heavy with everything unsaid, every word buried because neither of you knows how to bleed without drawing blood. And yet-when you reach for me, both of you, your hands brush too close. Your eyes flicker not just to me but to each other, even if only for a second. You think I don't notice, but I do. I notice the longing beneath the fury, the way your anger is only the shadow of something deeper. You both want me. And I-I want you both. But maybe it was never only about me. Maybe it has always been about 'us'. Three. A number most would call too much. Too messy. Too impossible. And yet, in the way you breathe, in the way you break, in the way you burn-I see it. Three is the only way this story could ever be told. So I'll ask again. Do you really hate each other? Or is hate just another word for everything you're too afraid to confess? A story of rivals, longing, and the kind of love that breaks all rules. 🌸🌸🌸☁☁☁🌸🌸🌸 ⚠️ Viewer's Discretion is Advised ⚠️ This story contains mature themes and is intended for adult audiences. Trigger / Content Warnings: Explicit romance & intimacy❤‍🔥 Polyamory / Throuple dynamics (M×M×M) Jealousy, possessiveness, and intense emotional conflict Mafia elements (power dynamics, violence references) Strong language & sarcasm galore Emotional angst, heartbreak, healing Aftercare, vulnerability, messy love Read at your own risk 💫 #ThroupleRomanceNovel #MxMxM #SoulmateAU #IntenseRomance #ChaoticLoveTriangle #Polyamory #AngstAndAftercare #EnemiesToLovers #SlowBurnButSpicy #QueerRomance #DarkRomanceVibes
It Was Always You [BxB] by chroniclesoftatiana
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Julian Montez thinks life in the quiet town of Romblon will never change, especially with his best friend, Joaquin, by his side. But when Joaquin's estranged father unexpectedly arrives and whisks him away to the city, Julian's world is turned upside down. For a while, they stay connected through letters, until one day, the messages stop. Joaquin has vanished without a trace. Years later, Julian's world shifts again when he moves to Manila with his mother's new family. Now a university student, Julian is on a mission to find Joaquin and reconnect. But when he finally tracks him down, he's faced with a harsh reality: the Joaquin he knew is gone. In his place is a slick socialite with a mean streak, and always by his side is his stunning best friend, Alexander. ****** Start Date: October 2024 End Date: March 2025 Originally published under Crimson3/Gossipgirl03 in Tagalog-English (2009) Former title: Bestfriend x Boyfriend
You All Over Me [BxB] by chroniclesoftatiana
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"Sooner or later, you'll fall for me, too." Theodore bursts into laughter. "I don't know where your confidence is coming from." Jacob chuckles and says, "I just know." And then it catches Theodore off guard when Jacob adds, "We should be making out right now." Theodore swallows and looks him in the eye. "We should." "And I should be undressing you at this very moment," he continues, "We could stay up all night with our hands on each other and just... forget everything." ****** Meet Jacob and Theodore, the polar opposites within a tight-knit circle of the most esteemed members of society. Jacob, reserved and hard to read, isn't exactly Theodore's biggest fan-unlike everyone else, who's head over heels for the golden boy. However, as they navigate their way through law school, they trip over a connection that sparks a lowkey romance, catching both of them by surprise. Content warning: Physical assault, homophobia, mental health, strong language, sexual content Started: September 21, 2023 Ended: January 9, 2024 Revised: June 1, 2025 - June 28, 2025
(Explicit) The Taste Of You by Bubblegum_NickNelson
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I snickered as he checked my body out, "Like what you see?" "Do you want me to fuck you?" I whispered darkly, looking down at him as he laid on the bed before me. He nodded slowly, looking mesmerized, his eyes up at me seductively. I smiled , "Im not gonna do anything more, not until you say it for me" I hummed, teasing him. He huffed, his face flushing, as he lifted his legs up and placed them over my shoulders "I want you to fuck me" Kit breathed, his body flushed as he panted, waiting for me to take him. "Now" WARNING: VERY EXPLICIT /MATURE. ( No seriously....If it was a movie, it would be rated R. ) (But in a hot way ) Highschool Senior and top of his entire class A+ student ,a sarcastic goody good, Kit (Christopher) Sollows , is Just trying to survive fucking Highschool until he can get into Harvard and leave his hometown. And then he can come out and get a hot boyfriend and wear colors that aren't so.... Neutral.. But his life and fate has other plans for him. And being neutral? Well... they were very very far from it. Crushes who barely knows he exist , Acne, his annoying best friend, annoyingly Hot guys, Heartbreak, New neighbors, his little sister, parents, Prom, Graduation, Sexy accents, first kisses, sneaking out late, Harvard...Homework, Tests, his voice has changed, bodily things are.. not the same.. Oh, and he's gay. . Very very Gay.. -Sneak peak- "Bite me, you.. you miscreant" "Oh You'd really like that, wouldn't you , Nerd" "Hey, Piss anyone off lately?" "Not yet, but its only 4:30...Why, are you asking me to -cause that can be arranged.." "Get some new glasses, " "Pass, I'd rather not see your annoying ass" "So you DO look at my ass!" "That's not what I meant, asshole!!!" "Jeez, someone thinks about anal abit too much"
'Broken Image' ♡ (MXM) ♡ by Fangkun6
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(This is targeted for people 16+) "Same with hurting you. Or marking you.." He slid his arm gently down to his back, closing his hand around a bruise that lay on the hero's waist. The hero flinched at the action, still keeping his lips sealed. "I can be the only one capable of doing it.." "Your fucking crazy..." The hero sighed with a bit of fear hidden in his tone. The man smiled with the description, turning his head in the direction of Oxzy's ear, he spoke with a sweet voice. "I can make you go even crazier than me Ox..." ------- A hero and a villain in the same low-profile town, they battle. One protecting, one destroying. The town tries to break them apart, but instead... They grow closer. The hateful and spiteful relationship can only last for so long. So long until it becomes something that can be remotely called anything like love. Love that ends up revolving around trauma and the hindering of emotions. The hero will run, and the villain will follow. ------- WARNING: - Mature & sexual content on certain chapters, - A r*pe scene;(DO NOT ROMANTICIZE) - Sexual assault, - A toxic relationship & characters, - Real like trauma scenarios, - Death, - Gore, (excessive blood description 😅)
Doctor He Calls Master | [𝘽𝙤𝙤𝙠 1: 𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙚] by LafayelMusing
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Derek, 27, manages to dodge death through Afghanistan as a Marine veteran and over 5 years of being a police officer before being promoted to a detective. Then he meets the hellhound of the Russian mafia, Greyson van Doren, 39. Not only does he meet a 'Death God.' He falls in love with him. ══════════════════════════════════ Heavily adult-themed. Graphic content. Preferred for an audience 21 and above. Explicit sexual content (hardcore bdsm, sadism, masochism, rape, torture, gore, and gay sex). Death. Drug use. Blood sport. Read at your own discretion. [ ] indicates dialogue in a foreign language (Ex. Russian primarily for Sasha as well as Greyson. Spanish for Consuela.) ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬✦✧✦▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ #1 in Hardcore 12.21.22 #1 in bdsmstory 12.7.25
Craving Him | MM, Werewolf, Soulmate✔️ by r_h_rose
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Sam has been hopelessly in love with Rick for as long as he can remember. Nine years older, guarded, and impossibly out of reach, Rick has always seen Sam as nothing more than a shy boy from the pack. But Sam has never been able to look away from him, even when loving Rick meant wanting someone who would never want him back. Rick knows a thing or two about hopeless love. Closeted all his life and still nursing the wounds of loving his straight best friend, Rick has buried every forbidden desire beneath discipline, duty, and his obsession with leading the pack team to victory. Love has only ever taught him restraint. Want has only ever brought him pain. Then a series of last-minute changes forces Rick to recruit Sam, now twenty, bold, flamboyant, and nothing like the quiet boy Rick remembers. Sam tests his patience. Tempts his control. Makes him feel things he thought he had buried for good. With the tournament only months away and their hearts caught in a game neither of them knows how to win, Rick must decide whether to keep playing safe-or risk everything for the one love he never saw coming.
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This Winter  by UnreliableMillennial
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Ethan Calaway has spent his entire life hopelessly in love with his best friend, Noah Anderson. Due to unfortunate complications, his love for Noah's ocean eyes has been locked away from the world- especially from Kurtis Anderson. Fast forward to many years later when Ethan receives an invitation to Mr. Anderson's memorial. Old memories, past love, and most definitely pain resurfaces when Ethan returns to his hometown.
Steps & Strikes by Lil1shu
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Kai Reyes is the perfect son-at least, in his mother's eyes. He's polite, talented, and kind, but his father and grandparents only see his "pointless" hobbies. Breakdancing is a passion they don't understand, and being bi is a secret only his mom knows. Liam Mercer is the opposite of perfect. Star soccer player, golden boy, the kind of person everyone loves... and Kai hates. Ever since a childhood football incident, Liam has made it his mission to make Kai's life miserable, from pranks to endless teasing. They're enemies. Rivals. Constantly at each other's throats. And thanks to their moms' lifelong friendship, they're also neighbors-forced together for every awkward, frustrating, and electric moment. Kai can't ignore the way Liam gets under his skin... and Liam, despite himself, can't stop noticing Kai. Enemies? Definitely. Rivals? Absolutely. Lovers? Maybe... if they survive high school without burning everything down.