He didn't know what true love was, didn't know what it was to love someone and they love you back with their whole heart. At least not romantically. Not until he found the most beautiful female he had ever laid his eyes on. *story set after the war* *short story* COVER ART BY VICTORIA MELYA AMBER RUN--I FOUND (SONG)

Azriel broke as he saw the girl he loved staining her face with tears. He whipped her tears away, wanting nothing more to drawn with her so she would never feel alone again. His shadows echoed her pain and he finally knew what it meant to feel someone's pain as if it were your own.

Azriel knew pain. So did Galena. Also known as: Azriel's mate is a healer and the first time they meet he nearly dies on her.

In which Azriel and Eris Vanserra spend centuries pining over brief, intoxicating experiences. ✵ A Saga of Firebringers and Shadowsingers ✵ #0.5: "A Court of Hidden Desires" - an Azris prequel (COMPLETED) #1: "A Court of Resilience and Flames" - an ACOSF rewrite about choice, love, and learning to fight for yourself (COMPLETED) #2: "A Court of Witches and Bloom" - Elain & Nesta step into their destinies (IN PROGRESS)

"Just that the feeling is mutual. The same way you can't lose me?" Gwyn shook her head. "I can't lose you." The shadows on Azriel's shoulders wriggled down his arms, coming to wind around Gwyn's wrists like an affectionate pet. "Berdara, you're not going to lose me." "What if Beron tries to-" Azriel lowered his voice, "Beron Vanserra is an old fool, too blinded by his lust for power and insecurities to see that his ruin is right under his nose." ____________________ Sequel to "Trial of the Valkyrie" -- A few months after her brush with death in Illyria, Gwyneth Berdara's Vanserra magic reaches its breaking point. Together, the Valkyrie and the Shadowsinger travel to the Autumn Court to uncover the mystery behind her unruly power. But when Beron learns of Gwyn's lineage, will his machinations tear her and Azriel apart? **Daily updates starting 2/17/2023 w/ teasers on my TikTok/IG @readthesefics

"My father never talked a lot. He just took a walk around the block. 'Til all his anger took a hold of him. And then he'd hit. Scattered 'cross my family line. I'm so good at telling lies. That came from my mother's side. Told a million to survive. I watch the fathers with their little girls. And wonder what I did to deserve this. How could you hurt a little kid? I can't forget, I can't forgive you. 'Cause now I'm scared that everyone I love will leave me." Fourth Wing Garrick Tavis x OC x Bodhi Durran

A millennium ago, the Cauldron chose Canna as its Keeper. At all times, she can feel its presence, hear its whispers. She traverses the faerie realms as a lesser fae, glamoured to appear weak with hopes of staying hidden and free from those who wish to use her. She successfully does so, until the King of Hybern learns of who she is and wants her powers for his own. Set two centuries before the events in A Court of Wings and Ruin, he will stop at nothing to get what he wants: control of the human lands once again. *Azriel fanfiction!* (book #1) #1 in #acomaf (May 2021, June 2021, Aug 2021, Nov 2021) #1 in #cauldron (May 2021, Aug 2021, Sept 2021, Oct 2021, Nov 2021) #1 in #acowar (Nov 2021) #1 in #feyre (May 2021) #1 in #illyrian (May 2021, Sept 2021) #1 in #fae (June 2021) #1 in #sjmaas (June 2021, Aug 2021) #1 in #faeries (Aug 2021) #1 in #Hybern (Oct 2021, Nov 2021) #1 in #shadowsinger (May 2022) #1 in #Nesta (June 2023) Disclaimer: Characters, settings, and ideas are from S. Maas ACOTAR series. I do not own them!

Gwyneth had always felt connected to her faith, a higher power presiding over her. That faith had shaken that devastating day those years ago, the day that went on to haunt her every nightmare for years to come. She's still trying to come back from it, to not only restore her faith in life and love, but her faith in herself. The sanctity of her spirit- she prayed for resolve. Every punch was a prayer. Every mile was a hymn. Until her knuckles bled and her knees gave. Azriel had been surrounded by darkness his whole life, a poison on his world, on his being. He exercised restraint in his every waking moment, banishing that darkness within himself. Some guessed of the strain it put on him, but no one knew the extent of it, how deep his scars ran. It was better this way, he was sure. He had always thought that if there were a higher power- which he wholly doubted- such deities must loathe him to have burdened him such darkness. He hadn't much faith in the gods anyway, much less faith that he could sway their opinion on him. But Gwyneth and Azriel did have one thing in common: the quiet fight within themselves. They only knew one way: to go about it alone, couldn't fathom letting another in. But there's a magic in finding someone who is your equal but opposite, something transforming. And frankly, Gwyneth and Azriel could both use a little magic. All characters owned by SJM in the ACOTAR series. Story takes place after the events of ACOSF. Aligns with the events in my other fic: A Storm of Flames and Deceit. I haven't finished Crescent City, so this story takes place outside of the events of those books as well. CONTENT WARNING ⚠️ Mentions of r*pe, use of profanity, explicit content, sexual content, violence, torture, mentions of suicidal thoughts and depression, mentions of self harm

A fanfiction cross between acotarxfourth wing series! What if Rhysand had a sister and what if she was the High Queen? And... What if she was Azriel's mate? Eleanor hates them. She hates the night court and its people because they did her sister's mate wrong-they did Tamlin wrong. All the characters belong to Sarah J maas and anything related to fourth wing series goes to Rebecca Yarros except the oc and the new ones I have created for the purpose of the story.

In which a girl faces the ghosts of her past and the people she loves most, at a time where courage, guilt, and redemption intertwine in the shadows of betrayal. OC x Azriel All rights belong to Sarah J. Maas, this is just a fanfiction!