They grew up together. Nate Jacobs and Lila Maren Whitemore had been inseparable for as long as anyone could remember-through childhood, through high school, and into the messy reality they now lived in. He became one of the most recognized football players in school, the kind of guy people watched, talked about, wanted. And she... she was the quiet one. The soft one. The one who never asked for attention, yet somehow kept all of his. Because while everyone else wanted Nate Jacobs, he only ever wanted her. And somewhere along the way, that want turned into something deeper-something possessive, something he couldn't control.

In which a girl in an abusive relationship escapes her comfort and meets a certain drug dealer. An absolute honor for me to have been able to write a story about Angus Cloud may he rest in peace and may you enjoy this story! THANK YOU GUYS FOR 300k!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! OCxFEZCO *EDITED* #1 euphoriafanfic #1 hbo #1 tw #1 kat #1 maiamitchell #1 euphoriafez #1 natejacobs #1 rue #1 maddy #1 Fez #1 lexihoward #2 girlxboy #2 abusiveboyfriend #4 anguscloud #6 drugs #8 Fezco #10 euphoria #12 ashtray

First time publishing, i hope it's not boring!! Let me know if i should make changes. This is a Fem Reader x Ashtray fanfic if you couldn't tell lol. I know I already said this but PLEASEEEE LET ME KNOW IF I NEED TO FIX ANYTHINGGGGG!!! Don't be scared, i promise I don't bite lmao. .•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°• "You're not stupid. What else did you expect? It's august. Speaking of August, it's almost my girlfriend's birthday." "Girlfriend?" "Yeah, girlfriend. I don't think I ever told you about her." "No but you should." .•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°•.•°• [ Published March 20, 2022 ] [ #1 ashtrayxreader ] [ #15 euphoria ] ⚠️THERE WILL BE NO SMUT, MAYBE KISSING AND MAKING OUT, BUT NOTHING MORE! THESE CHARACTERS ARE MINORS AND I WILL NOT SEXUALIZE THEM!⚠️ But I hope you enjoy! SORRY IF I KEEP CHANGING THE TITLE!!! ( Title was "Die For You", "Dreaming Of You" ) huh

"opposites attract." slow updates.

"I don't give a fuck. I just want you. I've always wanted you." Ash had a hard life. From his parents leaving him , his grandma being sick, he has to sell drugs with his brother just to make a living. He's never been taught how to love or trust, never had friends because he believed he didn't need them. He's never talked to other kids except to sell drugs. He believes they only use him for their own benefit. He hates meeting anybody new or letting them get too close. That's why him and Marilla get off on the wrong foot. He gets confused when he catches himself slowly letting his guard down for her. He see's how care free she is and he hates her. He hates how he likes her for it. He hates how she makes him feel like no girl ever has. But he knew they couldn't be together. She was too good for him, too innocent, too sweet. He didn't want to ruin that. Marilla had a hard life. Some would say harder than ash's but she didn't like to compare or bring up her hard past. People see where she lives, her parents, her clothes, all her stuff and immediately think her life is perfect. It never was though. Her mom had left her and her dad for 5 years. The stress made her dad turn into a huge drug user and alcoholic. He would abuse her when she wouldn't give him her money for drugs or just simply hit her when he wanted to. The addiction got so bad he would start selling her body for money to get drugs . Her mom heard about it and went to get her. Marilla now lives with her mom and her boyfriend in the rich side of town. She's shy but she's known for her outburst and anger. But things aren't what they seem in the inside. Her mom abuses her. Mostly mentally but sometimes physically. Her mom makes her thinks she's incapable of love until she meets ash. He changed her perspective of herself and helps her through the hard times. "I like you. I always have." "No you don't. You can't. You're lying."

The towns sweetheart falls for the towns drug dealer. DISCLAIMER- this book will follow the euphoria story line at times instead of adding a tw to every chapter i will make it now some chapters will have sensitive topics if you're not comfortable reading about drug/alcohol use I suggest you don't read this book because there will be a lot of that along with other things. Fezco x oc

one girl with a drugie mom and daddy issues, and one 'gangster' boy who will put up with her problems, as he deals with his own. an ashtray fanfic. never proof read, so correct me if there's any mistakes!

ashtray fanfic!

euphoria szn 1 & 2 fem oc x ashtray

read to find out muthafucka 👁👅👁 Pls read... 🥲