Hinata never knew he could fall in love with anyone. No one... except dark haired boy, his teammate, his setter, Kageyama Tobio. Kageyama never show any feelings towards Hinata. But it's not only problem which is bothering boy right now. TW: includes abuse, homophobic stuff, smut scenes, self harm, angst, bullying, slight rape ⚠️Read at your own risk⚠️ Timeskip will be shown as ~~~~~ There will be many different POV's, but mostly Kageyama's and Hinata's.

"𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐬?" - 𝐘/𝐧. ➤ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴋᴇɴᴍᴀ ᴀɴᴅ ʏ/ɴ ᴍᴇᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴀ ᴘᴀʀᴛʏ sɪx ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴀɢᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ɪʀᴏɴɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ғɪɴᴅ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ ɪɴ ʏ/ɴ's ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛᴍᴇɴᴛ's ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ. [ᴘʀᴏ ɢᴀᴍᴇʀ ᴋᴇɴᴍᴀ x ᴘʀᴏsᴛɪᴛᴜᴛᴇ ʏ/ɴ]

Shoyo Hinata is living a happy life with a caring mother, wonderful sister, and an amazing volleyball team, along with his boyfriend Kageyama. But what happens when a tragedy occurs, and Hinata is left injured and depressed. Will Kageyama manage to help Hinata? or will Hinata find himself digging his own grave. Perhaps Hinata will succumb to the voices, and all Kageyama will be left with, is a broken heart, a collection of memories, and a dark, grey tombstone. (It's pretty cliche) (Sorry I suck at summaries) If you don't ship Kagehina(Kageyama x Hinata) this isn't the fanfic for you! :) WARNING: This fanfiction contains major themes of deppression and suicide. If any of these themes trigger you then I URGE you not to continue! DISCLAIMER: I only own the plot. The characters, setting, and original story belong to Haruichi Furadate