Even if it's just pretend, just pretend. Alana Williams is forced to do a fake PR relationship by her management, but she finds out her fake girlfriend is going to be Billie Eilish, one of her worst enemies. These feelings only are just fake though, right?

you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

sequel to 'what you can't have' with billie eilish + mila gray cover art by @_radioheadstan

Callie is a normal college freshman, perfectly content with being a nobody to the rest of the world. Billie is an international superstar, growing tired of the baggage that comes with being famous. When the two meet and Billie realizes Callie has no idea who she is, she decides not to tell her anything about her fame, feeling normal for the first time in a while. As their friendship blossoms, Billie finds herself growing curious, while Callie finds herself catching feelings.

Blair Ashford doesn't do attachments. The sharp-tongued bartender has spent her life keeping people at a distance-until one wild night ends with her waking up in Billie Eilish's bed. What starts as a drunken mistake quickly spirals into a dangerous push-and-pull of desire, tension, and a whole lot of trouble.

Sequel to Burn for you | Six months apart. Six months of pretending they were fine. Blair Ashford is rebuilding the mess she left behind, convincing herself she doesn't still ache for Billie. Billie Eilish forced herself to move on, but the second she sees Blair again, it all comes rushing back. Because love like theirs doesn't just fade-it lingers, it aches, it burns. Thrown back into each other's lives, they're forced to face the past. But forgiveness isn't forgetting. And love? Love isn't always enough.