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November 1st (Frerard) by babyspiders
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It's the lake in November, and the move closer to the ocean, and Gerard's fixation, and Gerard's compulsions like tidal waves dragging him down, and Mikey's more distant than ever: like they're drifting out into the middle of the ocean, whereas Gerard's just stuck there: water turning to quicksand around him, drowning. And it's the letter; Frank finds it on the floor of the boys' bathroom on the first floor. It's dropped in accident, perhaps from a pocket or something, and it's drenched in what Frank hopes is tap water, and the words: scrawled in blue ink are difficult to make out as the words join together in a fuzzy inky mess. The only paragraph legible is the final one, and even still, it barely is: 'I've been underwater for a long time now, but I'm not drowning, I'm beginning to think I can breathe like this, but I can't, I'm gasping for breath, and I have to do this, Mikey, I have to end this myself. I'm going to the lake on the 1st of November, don't wait for me... I'm not coming back.' And the name signed at the bottom is little more than a smudged mess of blue ink, and there's nothing Frank can do about it, but he knows for certain that the one thing he can't do is ignore this letter, and he reminds himself of that as he folds it into his pocket. It's a suicide note, Frank's stupid, but not stupid enough to brush over that fact, and whoever this person is, Frank knows that they most certainly don't deserve to die. And Frank isn't going to let them. Because he's going to find this person; he's got time now at least, and he can save them, he will save them - Frank promises himself that. But one person in a whole school, it's like a needle in a haystack, but he's got time, it's November 1st in thirty days, and he can only hope that it will be enough. He's got one month: the date is October 1st.
A Splitting of the Mind by Melophobia
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Gerard Way sees the world differently. Alone and institutionalised, Gerard claims that he is being hunted, and that his mind holds the key to existence. Does Gerard really hold such a powerful secret? Or is he just insane like everyone else in the institution?
KIK•Phan AU by amorousaffections
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"Hey PJ, how've you been?" "Who's PJ? • Bad grammar and such intended • Trigger Warning: depression, mentions of suicide ### -completed as of 3/1/16-
So Long Soldier - Jalex Fanfic (2012 - OLD FIC) by LokiDokey
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Alex has to face moving away from London to Baltimore, Maryland in the USA and has to come to terms with making new friends at his new school. What he doesn't know is what this holds for him and what a boy called Jack does to his life... -------------------------------------------------------------------- 80k reads, thank you so so much! I didn't expect people to still be reading this years on.
His Hazel Eyes by applestump
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a world where you can only see in black and white until you meet your soulmate
50 Thoughts That Scare Me [Frerard] by PierceTheVeilsSirens
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50 Thoughts That Scare Me. What are they? Smut warning: No smut Boy x Boy- Frerard For questions about translation DM me on Wattpad or @bekahgrace99 on Instagram
Love Yourself So No One Has To by keep_the_secret
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*Sequel to We're The Back Pocket Believers . You don't need to have read the first book to understand the story , although it will help * When Pommie was adopted by Rian Dawson of All Time Low , the buzz was all about Alex and Hazel . But it six months later now , and Hazel - who had been whipped away by her father - was back with the rest of the gang again . And there's hardly time to breathe before they're off touring again . And this time , it's Pommie's story we're telling ...
We're The Back Pocket Believers (All Time Low Fan Fiction) by keep_the_secret
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Hazel Reede was average. Actually, she was a little below that. She is fifteen when her family dies and leaves her broken hearted and completely alone. But it's when she's at her lowest point that she meets Alex Gaskarth, the lead singer of All Time Low. The band is taking part in a charity event where each member adopts a child, and it's no surprise to see who Alex chooses... A/N - If anyone cares, I'm going to try and rewrite this story. I know there's a lot of things wrong with it now, and hopefully they'll be fixed soon! A/N- This amazing cover that I LOVE was made by backseatgatorade! She did some more for my other stories, and if you care to you can check them out here: http://s1329.photobucket.com/user/barakarth_/media/IMG_2854_zps265ef17c.jpg.html