Everything he did was for me. And everything I did was for him. I broke his heart. A heart I cherished. A heart he entrusted me with. A heart he loved me with. This was the last place I thought I'd see him. This was the last way I thought we'd meet again. I don't think I can walk away a second time. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. *******************************************************************

"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************

Kai is a college student from America who has a rather sheltered background and had a strict upbringing. In order to progress in his studies he needs to study abroad for at least one semester required to obtain his degree in international business. Although initially having a country in latin america in mind due to his prior education in spanish, he ends up choosing a less conventional country at the time, Korea. Not knowing much of the culture, the language, and the area, he takes a leap of faith as a result of a desire to escape his life at home. Who will Kai meet, what will Kai do, and what will Kai get himself into? ~Hashtag #1's~ "foreign" #1 (12/9/23) & (3/8/24) "ambm" #1 (8/30/23) "bmam" #1 (11/21/23) "interracial" #1 (4/10/25)

[𝐌𝐌] 𝐕𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 & 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐓𝐖𝐎 ╰┈➤ 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒚 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓. ── 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐑 - Cocky, unserious, and above all else, crazy attractive. Under a Japanese mafia called the Vipers, the redheaded Sage Fraser works as one of the leader's right-hand men. And he's got a not-so-secret obsession with his boyfriend. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐑 - Quiet, reserved, and bratty. Finn Becker sees himself as the opposite of his redheaded counterpart. To him, it was a miracle that the two of them ended up together. After all, he hated Sage. But Sage isn't one to back down from a challenge. ── Months ago, the two of them went through hell and back in Chicago. Even acting against a psychopath that caused Finn to lose the majority of his hearing. Adjusting to his new situation poses many difficulties, leaving him to recede from his life and friends. Sage is willing to do anything that will revive the boyfriend he worked two years for from the empty shell who's been by his side. But instead of crafting their love anew, a terrible rift emerges. One that makes them split farther than they have before. And so, the hunt begins. A ruthless game of hide-and-seek.

[𝐌𝐌] 𝐕𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 & 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐍𝐄 ╰┈➤ 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒚. ── 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 - Defiant, reckless, and vengeful. Gray Farrow, the blond leader of a nameless underground crew, thrives on chaos. For him, dismantling Chicago's mafias with a flare for destruction is merely a hobby. As a vigilante who revels in the ruin of his enemies, Gray believes himself to be untouchable...until he crosses the wrong man. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐏𝐓𝐎𝐑 - Sarcastic, possessive, and unhinged. Kaz Hirai, the shadow that refuses to quit until what he desires truly belongs to him. He calls himself an admirer rather than a stalker, though he has haunted Gray's every step for four long years. Watching, waiting, and sculpting his muse in silence. And the best part? Gray has no idea he's even there. ── When he finally rids himself of the mafia that screwed him over, Gray turns his attention toward a new rising power; a Japanese syndicate known as the Vipers. Their sovereign is a feared figure. One that people say is a terribly beautiful man with eyes of sapphire blue. The same man whose gaze never strays from his heart's desire. He's the one who watches his muse from the shadows, and sculpts him to be his in the light.

"You're my husband it's time for you to start acting like it." "Fake husband, we're just friends Isaac." That last sliver of space was gone as his hand wove through my hair pulling me into him, his lips pressing harshly against mine. "Call me your friend one more time." He dared his lips brushing against mine with each word. "You're my bestest friend." - Isaac Cross had heard the same thing his whole life. He had a temper and he never listened to anyone. He'd been marked as trouble since he was a kid. Everyone had believed that, well everyone but his best friend Caleb Anderson. After months of being apart Isaac and Caleb were ready for their reunion. But plans quickly change when Isaac gets dragged back home to visit his parents. Not wanting to face his past alone, Isaac enlists Caleb as his partner in crime, except this time it's as his fake boyfriend. CW- abuse, religious trauma, homophobia, nonconsensual drug use, kidnapping

"Go home Teddy, I don't have the self control you think I do." "I think I'll take that second drink." ~ Teddy Bray didn't know how he let himself get here. He was stuck in a toxic relationship he couldn't get himself to leave. He was a fixer and when it came to his girlfriend Taylor, Teddy should have known there was nothing he could do to fix their relationship. All it took for things to finally change was one look from Cole Madden. Cole had a type and when that type walked into his bar it was hard to say no. Even if that man had his sister clung to him like a leech. They couldn't be together but as tensions rise they both find out just how much self control they really have.

"Colby?" Avery asks, his voice wavering only slightly. I turn to him, cursing at myself for hesitating, if only for a minute. "Yeah?" "Do you have a crush on me?" My heart shatters, but I can't lie. Not to him. Not about this. "Yes, Avery. I've had a crush on you since that day you got drunk and stumbled into my house. Every time I look at you, I can't help wanting to touch you and craving you." I pause, taking in a shuddering breath. "This doesn't have to change anything. You don't --" He snatches my hands. "You wanna touch me, Colby?" His sudden boldness stops me in my tracks. I nod slowly as he nears my face, his cheek brushing mine. He whispers in my ear, a raspy murmur that sends electric shocks through my entire body. "Do it. I fucking dare you." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Avery Thomas and Colby Beck are best friends; thick as thieves, but polar opposites. Where Avery is energetic and social, Colby is closed off and selects very few people to really know him. Their relationship has always been simply this: best friends. That is, until one drunken night like all of the others; Avery saunters into Colby's house, seeking help in his state. As he assists Avery, Colby realizes that he is beginning to become attracted to him in more ways than best friends should be. *WARNING* Mature sexual scenes and some homophobia. Chapters marked with "M" contain adultery or some sexual interaction between heroines. All scenes have consent, and characters are over 18. Be warned. Your mental health matters. DON'T COPYRIGHT! This is an original work.

[COMPLETED] When Fox shows up at The Centre (an institution for young men), drunk and spiraling out of control, he is greeted with flashing emergency lights. Not sure what to do, he waits it out until the emergency vehicles leave. He is soon swept away into a whirlwind romance with the other six residents and the sexy man who runs The Centre. 🦊 This is Fox's journey... BOOK 1 - THE CENTRE - A HOME FOR FOX ✔️ BOOK 2 - THE CENTRE - A HOME FOR AIDEN ✔️ BOOK 3 - THE CENTRE - A HOME FOR PEMBROKE✔️ All characters are 18 + •This is an 18+ story •Mature content •Boyxboy/polyamory explicit sexual relationships between MEN (all consensual) Started: 1/9/2021 Completed: 1/17/2021 Highest Ranks: #1 - institution [1/9/21] #1 - polyfidelity [1/13/21] #1 - boyxboyromance [1/19/21] #1 - bxbxb [1/20/21] #3 - bxb [1/21/21] #1 - mxmxm [1/23/21] #2 - polyamory #30 - boyxboy [2/4/21] #1 - gayromance [3/9/21]

[COMPLETED] Aiden searched high and low for Fox, his best friend from the institution four years ago. After the incident that nearly took their life, the overwhelming need to find Fox has led him to yet another institution. Now that he's found Fox, Aiden is determined to rescue him. Nothing will get in his way, because Aiden knows all too well what happens in these institutions. No matter what the brochure says, they don't care about you, they forcefully try to wipe away your sexuality and in the process they strip you of everything that you are. He'll gladly play the weak little scared boy to save Fox. Aiden may be little, but he's anything but weak or scared. Not anymore. What Aiden doesn't realize is how different The Centre is from all other institutions. He thinks he's going to rescue Fox, but the 9 men who reside there may actually rescue him instead. ----- Started: 1/20/2021 Completed: 1/30/2021 BOOK 1 - THE CENTRE - A HOME FOR FOX ✔️ BOOK 2 - THE CENTRE - A HOME FOR AIDEN ✔️ BOOK 3 - THE CENTRE - A HOME FOR PEMBROKE✔️ All characters are 18 + •This is an 18+ story •Mature content •Boyxboy/polyamory explicit sexual relationships between MEN (all consensual) Highest Rankings: #2 - polyfidelity #6 - bxbromance #6 - institution #72 - lgbtpride