carlcttas
𝐒𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐧
I once was innocent, pure, however the ones that were meant to love me, nurture me, protect did the opposite. They tainted me, ruined me, - yet for a reason unbeknownst to me, he still wanted me, watched me from afar, took care of me in the most intimate and inconspicuous ways that would make any other person run for the hills. It was sweet until it was all taken from me, though I will always be left to remember him, always cherish our moments of mutual understanding and love, before he ruined everything.
‧˚꒰୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ
𝐑𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐧
The rumours surrounding her were cruel, life ending, yet she persevered with the upmost prowess, it was admirable. She's flourished in the time I've been away, even if away is a loose term. I've been watching her, keeping an eye on her. It's almost as though she's the energy I need in order to survive each day, and keep going, but staying away from her is proving to be difficult and tiresome. I've never felt this tired, so tired of watching her when I should still be taking care of her, even if it ruins me.