I'm Mallory Collins. I have never been good enough, pretty enough, or skinny enough. Having my friends leave me for the older girls just made my life that much better. After finally meeting a decent friend, they decide to target her as well. Why do people have to be so mean? I am so sick of not sticking up for myself. So you know what? I am going to change that. It's finally going to be my Junior year and I'm ready. No more self pitiful, low self esteem, no friend, Mallory. I have a list of goals and I plan on achieving every single one of them. I am going to talk to people I was always too scared to. Maybe I will even try to get a boyfriend. I am back with a new confidence and I can't wait to show it off. These goals will be achieved this year if it kills me. It's a new year and there is a new me.

I knew that I was never in love with her. It was her eyes, her smile and her laugh, her beauty, her intelligence, her grace, her love. I knew I was going to loose her one day, the thought constantly sat at the back of my mind. I knew, because there was no such thing as perfect love. No such thing. How could it happen so soon, though? I wasn't ready for it. And now, I'm given a second chance. To make things right, replay all the good memories and get rid of the bad. I haven't done anything to deserve this. But there it is, a second chance.