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still want you | billie eilish  by conncinnityy_
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We were twelve and thirteen when we met. She was the prodigy. I was the girl in the seats. We became inseparable. Billie Eilish taught me how to trust green rooms, group chats, and secrets whispered during warmups. I learned her laugh, her moods, the way she'd call me Mel like it meant something. I didn't realize I was in love with her until years later-after the pet names, the late-night calls, the almosts we never talked about. When we finally blurred the line-just us, no labels-it felt inevitable. Then she cut me off for a boy with a smirk and a spotlight. He found out about us. He made sure I knew I'd never be enough. I showed her what he sent. She chose him anyway. We haven't spoken since. Now I'm twenty-one, vegan, five feet of fury, chaos, and accidental fame. My sister Mya, my best friend Grace, and I are building something real. I swore I was done waiting for Billie to choose me. But the universe? Messy. Her music keeps finding its way into my life-and my work. People keep asking about us. And every time I see her name, I remember the way she used to look at me like I was hers. She says we're nothing. I remember everything. We're not friends. We're not over. And if she wants to pretend it didn't happen-fine. Let her watch while the whole world falls for the girl she walked away from.
the line between | billie eilish by welovemoo
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when soleil takes a job working for a celebrity she already dislikes, she expects the worst. but billie isn't who she thought she was, and the line between professional and personal starts to blur. this is an enemies-to-lovers story about tension, timing, and what happens in between. will they cross the line?
wish you were gay | billie eilish  by welovemoo
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a famous model finds herself battling her own sexuality when her new found celebrity friend develops feelings for her. - intentional lowercase typing.
Maybe it's you- B.E by bilspopsmutt
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Sequel to "restricted" Four years after a devastating ending, Blue is a global modeling icon and social media phenomenon. Billie, still haunted by the past, is preparing to drop her most personal album yet. Both are in new relationships But when fate unexpectedly brings them face to face again, buried feelings rise to the surface. Some connections never fade... no matter how much time has passed. But what happens when the one that got away is standing right in front of you again?
Restricted. B.E by bilspopsmutt
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No one had ever saved her. No one had ever even seen her. she was her parents secret. Trapped. Scared. Silent. Until Billie did. And she refused to let her fall. - "i don't know what I'm doing wrong, i- i don't even know what I'm doing at all." she whispered. and then louder again, all the pain behind her ribs pouring out of her, "why are you like this? p-please! please just tell me!" Tw- mention of sh, smut, suicide if u can't handle that dont read. This story is 2019 Billie era- something's will also be from 2025 era aswell:) Billie-18 Blue-17
The Personal Assistant by BillsBosaNova
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Isabella Cruz never thought her life would turn out this way. At 25, she's a single mother of two Andy, 8, and Casey, 6 living in a New York apartment with her sisters and fighting to hold on to stability. Once, she dreamed of acting, even got a few call backs. But that dream died the moment the man she married told her it would "stab him in the heart." Instead, Isabella gave him everything her youth, her loyalty, her future only to discover his betrayal in the worst possible way. The divorce left her broken. Piece by piece, she rebuilt, only to lose it all again when her steady job suddenly collapsed. With no paycheck and no hope, Isabella is ready to give up until one ad changes everything. "Personal Assistant needed" She applies. She interviews. What she doesn't know is that the job could place her side by side with global superstar Billie Eilish...
Addicted to hate | Billie Eilish by BilliesWifeyB
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Lorelei Estelle is the girl everyone thinks they know. Online, she's reckless, confident, untouchable. The girl with the parties, the vlogs, the life that looks perfect through a screen. But the truth is messier-late nights that never end, mornings she can't face, and a version of herself she hides behind smoke and alcohol. Then one video changes everything. A rant, a name she refuses to say out loud... and a storm of comments convinced she's talking about Billie Eilish. Maybe they're wrong. Maybe they're not. Either way, Lorelei's about to learn that hate and obsession aren't as far apart as they seem. Achievements 🥇 #billiesmut 🥉 #billiefanfiction 🥉 #pushandpull 5 #billiefanfic 6 #eilish
girl next door | billie eilish  by Burymeinpages
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Full credit goes to the original creator and writer of this book, bilspurpose. I noticed many people were requesting this story after it was unfortunately deleted, so I decided to bring it back for you guyssss. ⚠ This story contains mature content, including a lot of smut. ⚠
A million miles [Billie Eilish] by biladdiction
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Reese and Billie got to know each other through an accidental face time call, it didn't take long for them to fall for each other. There was one problem standing in the way though, and that was the 5,160 miles between them. Once Billie and Reese met it was confirmed, they'd each found their person. Of course, nothing is ever that simple and when Billie goes home a month later the cracks start to show. Reese's life begins to fall apart, and receiving a message from Billie's ex boyfriend made Reese question whether things could get any worse. They could get worse. A million times worse actually. A row of police cars lined up outside of Reese's house made sure of that. The sequel to 5,160 miles by biladdiction TW: Strong language, mention of emotional abuse. Started 21/09/21 Finished 11/10/21
Save Me |BILLIE EILISH by billiesl0stcause
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(save) /sāv/ verb keep safe or rescue (someone or something) from harm or danger. - Claudia's family friend, Eden, is a drug addict. Before Claudia moved to Los Angeles, and eventually ended up living with Finneas, Claudia lived with Eden in New York. Once Claudia moved away, it was left up to Eden to pay the rent and keep herself safe. While Claudia thinks Eden has been clean and has been recovering, Eden hasn't been. And after Eden's incident with Billie one summer, Eden hasn't visited Claudia since. Except for this summer. This summer was different. Through the raging tension between Billie and Eden, and Eden's "hidden" addiction, this summer was definitely going to be memorable. TWs mentioned in 'Introduction' Achievements!! -#1: drug addiction - #2: happier than ever