It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.

Dan Howell has a personality more fragile than the flowers he presses. After meeting Phil Lester- an explosion of a human being living in an explosion of a house- Dan is forced out of the tiny world he used to live in. (shyxpunk) This story includes mature themes.

Unbeta'ed as per usual. The final half is not completely nit-picked but will be. Things to Note: a. This contains medical inaccuracies. They're inevitable and this is fanFICTION for a reason. I tried to stay true to science and real-world experience as best as I could. My mistakes are my own and I apologize for them. b. This work mentions 2013/2012 phan a lot, it also mentions Adrian and several other sensitive topics to the phandom. I'm not trying to be rude, and all these things are discussed indirectly. c. I wrote this with the utmost respect towards ALS patients and their families, and I really hope that this...if nothing else displays why we need to be actively searching for a cure for those who don't know much about ALS. d. finally, I don't own Dan and Phil (it would be creepy if I did) and I don't claim that any of this is real. TW (and warnings in general): Cursing, Angst like WHOAH, implied sexual content, terminal illness, referenced/implied thoughts of assisted suicide. Awkward warnings: Excessive Ed Sheeran references. With all that in mind. Enjoy!

i'm not just a fuck up i'm a fuck up you need. + or when dan is a heroin addicted prostitute getting away with murder and phil is an innocent bystander slowly becoming obsessed with his games. trigger warnings for • coarse language • blood and gore • sexual assault • major character death • sexual references and scenes • drug references • drug usage

[COMPLETED] sun, moon, stars. that's how phil lester saw the sky. nothing but a big blanket of wonder and adventure. until he met dan howell.

Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that was protecting him. Will Phil help clean up the pieces? TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ INCLUDES SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY AND EATING DISORDERS. STAY SAFE EVERYBODY. Completed 19/12/18 Best Ranking: #1 in danandphilfanfiction

in which it's 2009 and dan's a virgin. he and phil meet online. smut warning. lots of it. some fluff, some sad parts, but nothing too intense.

COMPLETE *** In this world, you're marked with black. That's if you have a soulmate, at least. Everyone is destined to cross paths with the one who is meant for them, at least once in their lives. When you and your soulmate meet, you will touch, if only briefly, and the exact area of skin you touch with the other turns from black to white, with streaks of blue, purple, yellow, all marbled in with each other. Daniel Howell is well known in town. People cross the street if they're approaching him and newcomers to the neighborhood are warned about his presence. Exactly like the Lester's were. But Phil Lester has other ideas, he saw the pain within the boy, how bad can he really be? (A story about abuse, self-destruction, but ultimately, love. Please read safe.)

When Dan finds Phil's kik from his tumblr and decides to message him, what can happen? (Started May 17th 2017) (Finished July 12th 2017)

"hey, asl?" [highest rank: #26]