[COMPLETED: UNEDITED VERSION!] Han Jisung, a sophomore in college. His living arrangement is a predicament he didn't anticipate, living with 7 other men. It's not long before he begins to questions himself and what he truly wants. Forcing himself to tread carefully, who knows how deep the cracks of a shattered heart can go. --- Member x member [The story mentioned is a work of fiction and nothing in this fanfiction is a reflection of any real life event. The members are just being used as fictional characters in this story.] Mature Content [If 18+ content makes you uncomfortable, this fanfiction is not suggested for you.] Ⓒ All rights reserved --- Started: May 25, 2021 Finished: Jan 27, 2022

Jisung is not a happy person. He hates everything about himself, always drowning in his oversized clothes and the smell of tobacco. him and his best friend Felix have a falling out. but Jisung starts the day like any other. he goes to his favourite cafe, orders the same order as he does every other day, and he drinks it silently in the corner of the cafe. but this day specifically, he felt something wrong. when he'd sat down to drink his iced americano, the lights were all of a sudden too bright. everyone's stares-or what he thought were stares- louder than the coffee machine humming. he rushes to the bathroom, trying to calm himself down from the panic attack, when just shortly after, someone else comes in. the barista that served him. Minho. TW: mentions of self harm/self harm scars dark conversations smoking depression brief mentions of suicide implied mentions of suicide mentions about ED