Love,a magnamous four lettered word that can provoke joy, happiness yet it has the the power to incite destruction and chaos. Why is it always linked with pain? Her heart barricaded by walls of self belief, decorated with tangled thread of Faith and integrity , she craves love that has infinte depths after bumping into a heartbreak that leaves her helter skelter. Craving and wanting is another part of life that only the lucky get what they really want. Him. He wears his heart on his sleeve, lightens up other people's worlds but to his misfortune his world is full of darkness that would only be illuminated by her presence in his life. But they are contrast to one another. Will they have an intertwined fate together? Be with me to discover the fate of these two caged hearts. Gorgeous cover by Twinkle_Teardrops

Aisha Aminu Babangida has spent her life searching for a passion she can truly call her own. Growing up in a household that stifled her choices, she never had the freedom to explore what she loved. Worse, relentless body shaming from her stepmother and those around her left her feeling trapped in her own skin. "You're too skinny!" "Do you even eat at all? "I swear you gained weight yesterday, but today you look..." And her personal favorite from her future husband. "...all bones." People claimed to envy her body, but Aisha knew better. What was there to be jealous of? Struggling with an eating disorder, anxiety and depression, she makes a bold decision; to take control of her life by joining the gym. Her weight gain journey was anything but easy, but she is determined to rewrite her own story. Khalid Muhammad Bugaje has only ever had one goal; to live up to his father's legacy. Raised on stories of power, discipline, and honor, he knew from a young age that failure was not an option. As the son of a highly respected General, expectations weighed on him heavier than any armor. But when his father suggests that he marry a woman he cannot stand, Khalid finds himself in a battle unlike any other. One that has nothing to do with war and everything to do with the heart. And for the first time in his life, he loses.

Pain- A four letter word we aren't always strong enough to hear. It's the only thing stronger than hope and more hurtful than physical injury. When pain rages, even numbness can't calm it down. It's the moment when you feel a pang in your chest and your heart drops to your stomach; like when the cab driver hits the brakes without warning or when you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away. Pain is ignoring that lump in your throat and trying to move on. Pain is when you feel a stab in your heart and instinctively check to see if you are bleeding on the outside. Ashley McAllen is a teenage girl who is intimate with the word Pain. It is a four letter word that doesn't erase itself from the page, if you just ignore it. Nor did it write itself there for no reason. She learns from both, the bitter experience and happy moments, that Pain demands to be felt. #396 Romance

#23 in Spiritual SEQUEL TO "Growing (An Islamic Life)" Laila Ali Khan has always grown up with the luxurious life. She has her parents to be thankful for and most importantly, Allah. For her, her one and only goal is to please Him, and follow His guidance. Following as the sequel to "Growing (An Islamic Life)," the journey continues as Amina's daughter Laila is tested to the limits. Becoming a better Muslimah and self-discovery seems far from possible when hidden secrets hang in the air like a poisonous gas, ready to claim her life along with all that she's ever known. With revenge and love at one side, and Allah's guidance on another, Laila must choose the correct path before it's too late. But with complications and heartbreaks, Laila might need a helping hand to grow in the conceited society. But who will it be that she will be Growing with? Cover made @aishalam

"I hate love"!!I screamed as tears streamed down my face and my voice echoed back. "I looked around me waiting to see if anyone was going to pass by. I looked back into the depths of the sea and I became so anxious as I held her out about to throw her in it....." "She had practically broken me, she had made me loose my sanity,it was all her!!! She was the reason for my unending cries,sorrow and why I hate the world so much!!!" As I was about throwing her in it I suddenly heard a strange voice....... Zeena,your average girl, she was one that loved with all she had and didn't mind what she lost while loving till the point where she lost herself. #emotion alert!!!

Have you loved someone so much that no matter how much they hurt you, you just never realise the pain because the love you have for them has overshadowed that. This was how much Teslimah loved Ridwan. she never realised how much of a narcissist and how possessive he was until they got married. she ignored all the red flags and now she has to deal with it forever. Teslimah Kareem is your typical hopeless romantic whose love for romantic movies made her feel marriage was all Rose's and diamonds and she felt she found her perfect match and soulmate when she met Ridwan Khan. "The perfect gentleman" in her words. What happens when Ridwan's possessive and narcissistic nature begins to hurt Teslimah especially her mental health? What happens when she realizes that a lot of what he has become is connected to a childhood trauma? Will Teslimah overcome all this or will she let go?

Define happiness? That was the exact question I asked myself the very day I decided I wanted to be happy but I guess I never really got the real definition. Amina Khalid your typical average girl who wanted nothing than to be happy. Being happy began to become reality when she was arranged to marry and was determined to fall in love with him but her happiness was cut short by the mysterious return of someone who didn't just make her life a living hell but also miserable. Amir Omar one of the most influential man. Having lost his wife mysteriously just four months after marriage. Having another wife wasn't what he needed but he had no choice.he is determined to not love again.he has an illness but no one knows about it except from his family. He is ready to do anything to keep his wife from knowing that and his many other secrets.

..........{#13 spiritual} 04/02/16 It all started with a pen and a paper!!! Almira had to sign a contract to save her father from the millionaira. she is to marry the millionaira's son and change him into an husband material within one year but everything became more complicated when her next door neighbor turns out to be her long lost love who hates her so much for marrying someone else. will she tell him it was all a Contract?will he stop hating her?will she get to change the millionaira's son within one year? please give this book a chance!!" What's hot #13 on 04/02/16 #33 on 10/01/16 (SLOWLY EDITING)!!

[All Rights Reserved] "Sometimes shutting off the world is the best option" -Amara Lost, that's the perfect word to describe Amara. She felt like she had nowhere to go with a dad who left her years ago and her hospitalized mom. Can this girl from a broken home survive this cruel world? Meet Zubair a funny, caring and loving handsome boy whom every girl wants. Not only does he have the looks but the perfect personality to match. Zubair sees something in Amara,he makes it his task to change her, show her the good things in life. He will do anything to help her, for her. Do you think Zubair can change Amara's perspective on life? Opposites is what they are but you know what they say. Opposites attract. Pls don't judge this book before you read it. It not all lovey dovey, it's about life and hardships. Don't think oh this book is like all of the others because it is not. Thank you! All of the characters and events that occur in this book are fictional. If something similar happened then it's purely coincidental. WARNING: You may fall in love with the characters in this book! If so I am not responsible for any heart ache. ©copyright 2014 *Completed December 2015* *Revising and editing started June 2018* [cover by @NoRetakes] #QURUXNATION #BeyondTheVeil

"I dare you," He said to me with determination in his eyes. "I dare you to accept my proposal. If you do then I will make you the happiest women on earth." "What happens if I don't?" I challenged him. Who does he think he is just popping back into my life whenever he wants? It's been two years since we've last spoken! And now he's asking for my hand in marriage!? "You will because I'm Adam Mathews and you're Zamzam Amin. The girl who got the airhead jock to change his ways." "Deal?" I thought for a moment. I loved him once and the only thing keeping us apart was that he needed to figure himself out and now he has! He also showed up in front of my dad and asked for my hand. "Maybe." I then got up and walked away. It won't that easy to win me back, play boy. Two years had gone by since Zamzam and Adam had last spoken. They're both different people now, Zamzam is now a Freshman in college while Adam just got back from traveling the world. Now that Adam's come back he's ready to ask for Zamzam's hand in marriage. Will Zamzam accept? Will she forgive him for being gone so long? Or will the time they've spent apart get between them? Find out! [cover by @Tammzz] #QURUXNATION