Nessa isn't used to being the center of anyone's focus. Billie isn't used to wanting something this bad. A story about guilt, fear and the slow return of steady hands.

Dakota Bloom had never cared much for rules. She lived lightly, guided by her own principles, never drawn to monogamy or settling down. It had always been easy to leave. Until she met Billie Eilish - and holding onto those principles became less certain.

When Emilia - a model navigating fame, identity, and the pressure of perfection - is paired with global pop star Billie Eilish for a high-profile publicity contract, neither expects it to feel real. But between the flashes of cameras and the quiet moments behind closed doors, their staged romance blurs into something disarmingly genuine, until ghosts from Billie's past start to mirror the same wounds that have haunted Emi all her life, forcing them to face what they've both tried to ignore.

Lorelei Estelle is the girl everyone thinks they know. Online, she's reckless, confident, untouchable. The girl with the parties, the vlogs, the life that looks perfect through a screen. But the truth is messier-late nights that never end, mornings she can't face, and a version of herself she hides behind smoke and alcohol. Then one video changes everything. A rant, a name she refuses to say out loud... and a storm of comments convinced she's talking about Billie Eilish. Maybe they're wrong. Maybe they're not. Either way, Lorelei's about to learn that hate and obsession aren't as far apart as they seem. Achievements 🥇 #billiesmut 🥉 #billiefanfiction 🥉 #pushandpull 5 #billiefanfic 6 #eilish