How a Resurrection Really Feels written by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ around 2008. I am only posting as these are so hard to find and someone may want to read. I have a lot of them saved from wayyy back in the day, found them on a very very old laptop and managed to transfer them over, wanted to share as they are virtually impossible to find easily. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES

(Frerard) Gerard, peer pressured into trying crystal meth, stumbled across this weird zombie looking boy. TW!! Sh, crystal meth, suicidal thoughts, ptsd

Fourteen year old Brendon Urie finds his life has come to a dead end till he stumbles across a very poetic boy with awfully cold skin and canines too sharp to go unnoticed. The winter of 2001 grew unforgettable for all the wrong reasons. The word love had never been so familiar.