After surviving blood, betrayal, and the price of love, Dr. Orm Kornnaphat and Mafia queen Lingling Kwong are no longer bound by a deal-they are bound by vows. Now married, with Orm carrying their first child, the two women try to balance the fragile peace of family with the ruthless demands of an empire. But as old enemies resurface and new threats close in, every choice tests their strength, their trust, and their love. In a world where loyalty is currency and power draws blood, Orm and Lingling must fight side by side-not just to protect the empire, but to protect the family they've built together. (Sequel to the book called "A Debt Paid in Blood")

**IF YOU EVER FIND ME** Twenty-six years ago, Orm Kornnaphat left Thailand believing the woman she loved would follow her. Lingling never came. No goodbye. No explanation. No trace. Years later, their daughter, **Pansa "Milk" Vosbein**, returns to Bangkok carrying little more than an old camera, a collection of photographs, and the stories her mother spent a lifetime telling her about the woman she never got to meet. Milk has only one question. **What happened to Lingling Sirilak Kwong?** But searching for someone who disappeared decades ago means reopening a past powerful families worked very hard to bury. Old photographs begin revealing familiar faces. Forgotten friends return with pieces of stories they never realised were connected. And the deeper Milk searches, the more she discovers that the love story she grew up hearing was tangled in family rivalry, betrayal, sacrifice, and secrets that survived long after the people who created them. Somewhere between the life Orm remembered and the truth Milk is beginning to uncover lies the answer to a twenty-six-year-old disappearance. And perhaps some promises are powerful enough to survive even when memory does not. **A story about love, family, memory, loss, and finding your way back to someone who never truly stopped waiting.**

"Don't kiss him, begitu yg aku lihat dari tatapanmu" ucap orm "Itu benar, bibir itu lebih cocok untukku" 21+(GxG)

Ling viaja a California para conocer a la familia de Orm, su novia. No espera nada del verano. Solo playa, calor y quizá algún videojuego. Lo que no sabe es que Alex, el hermano de Orm, no está dispuesto a que otra desconocida le robe la atención de su hermana. Pero entre partidas de Scrabble, tardes en la playa y explicaciones sobre física, el muro empieza a caer. Porque a veces el amor no se mide con precisión. A veces, simplemente, se desborda.

Orm cree en el karma. Lo abraza como una sentencia justa. Después de todo, ella fue quien destruyó su matrimonio, quien hirió a la mujer que amaba. Perderlo casi todo era el precio. Y lo pagó sin quejarse. Pero el karma, caprichoso, no se conformó con eso. Siguió golpeando. Y golpeando. Hasta que Orm entendió una verdad incómoda: el karma es justo, sí. Pero también es una perra. Orm solo atina a preguntarse hasta cuándo. Hasta cuándo va a pagar por error que ya no sabe ni si cometió. Un "lo siento" no es suficiente. Y el karma, a veces, odia más de la cuenta. ACLARACIONES: Esta historia no será omegaverse ni nada por el estilo. Será un GL normal (chica x chica).

Ling had given up on life. She had made peace with the darkness. She had already decided how she wanted it to end, quietly waiting for the moment she could finally disappear from it all. Until a girl started interrupting. Too bright. Too loud. Too damn annoying. Every time Ling tried to disappear, she was there. Ling calls her annoying. The girl takes it as a compliment. What could possibly go wrong?

Lieutenant Ling Ling Kwong balances her duty to the city with the complicated emotions of her possessive yet loving wife, Orm. But late-night missions, unanswered calls, and growing distance begin to test their fragile marriage. As jealousy brews and secrets pile up, love and trust become harder to hold onto. In a world of danger and uncertainty, can they protect what matters most?

LANGSUNG BACA AJA YAAAA

Everyone knew Lingling Kwong as the university's most notorious bad girl. Everyone knew Orm Kornnaphat as the rector's favorite princess. No one knew they had been in love for five years. One was feared. One was admired. One relationship was never meant to exist. Some secrets are worth protecting. Some... only teach you what it feels like to lose the person you love before the world ever knows they were yours.

Orm is the sole heiress to a wealthy family, with one goal in mind: to inherit the family business and make her father proud. So when her father suddenly sends her to live in a quiet countryside, for reasons she can't quite understand, she has no choice but to obey. Losing her father's trust is a risk she's not willing to take. She expects peaceful days, endless boredom, and nothing worth remembering. Instead, she meets Ling. Her cheerful next-door neighbor, whose bright smile, carefree spirit, and knack for turning ordinary days into unforgettable adventures are impossible to ignore. From chasing runaway chickens to discovering the simple joys of country life, Ling slowly pulls Orm out of the world she's always known. They're nothing alike. One grew up surrounded by wealth and expectations. The other grew up surrounded by freedom and open skies. Can two girls from completely different worlds find their way to the same heart... or are some differences simply too difficult to overcome?