I am going insane. I see faces everywhere. They haunt me. People aren't kind. I am going insane. I am floundering in this life of endless tides. I am drowning. Please, someone, help me. I am going insane. I killed a butterfly today. I felt sorry for it. I don't know anymore. Help...please...I am just a paradox of contradictions. Note: Each chapter is pretty short. It may or may not be disturbing to some readers with scenes of animal harm involved. Thank you for reading.