a fan fiction in which madison, a young writer from south side chicago, meets billie eilish, a wealthy, sweet, shy girl from the north side. this book does have some cameos from the tv show "shameless", but in no way is this a shameless fan fiction.

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In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell. Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world. Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way- That is, until she meets Leilani. The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried. Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...

"I'm Gay" "Me too, I'm sorry we missed each other"

A single moment can change everything. Ruby never expected her life to take a dramatic turn-until her best friend surprises her with a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to work on The Special Guest, a show that interviews the world's biggest stars. But nothing could have prepared her for the moment she comes face-to-face with Billie Eilish, her favorite singer. What starts as a chance encounter quickly turns into something more. Late-night texts, lingering glances, and undeniable chemistry pull them closer together. But with the world watching Billie's every move, their growing connection doesn't stay a secret for long. Rumors swirl, headlines speculate, and suddenly, Ruby is thrust into a world she never asked to be a part of. As the pressure builds, Billie makes a choice that leaves Ruby questioning everything. Their connection is real, but in the end, will that be enough? Or will Ruby be left as just another fleeting moment in Billie's life? --- Best Rankings #50 fame #70 lesbianromance #46 billieeilish #79 billie

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

unchecked this book is so cringy, i don't know why people like it lol

"YOOO FIN WHAT THE FUCK DID I SAY ABOUT USING MY-" a girl with silver hair yelled, barging into the bathroom. "Well fuck me, you're not Finneas" the girl said, looking me up and down, drawing attention to the fact that only a towel was wrapped around me. "No I'm not, so get out!" "Woah mamas, you're in my bathroom, in my home and using what smells like my body wash so how about you get the fuck out" Lord help this girl and her audacity.

when arabella moves from the polished streets of london to a massachusetts public high school, she expects culture shock. she doesn't expect to be thrown into the glittering, chaotic world of the popular girls-riley, aubrey, lola, and tessa-where designer clothes, juicy rumors, and social survival are everything. caught between fitting in and staying true to herself, arabella's life changes the moment she meets billie: dark, magnetic, and impossible to ignore. billie is obsessed with arabella in a way that's thrilling and a little dangerous, pulling her into a world of smoke-filled band rehearsals, stolen glances, and whispered secrets. from y2k fashion to basement jam sessions, from flirtatious banter to moments that leave her heart pounding, arabella must navigate love, identity, and desire-all while figuring out who she really is in a world that wants her to be someone else. a messy, magnetic, and unforgettable story of first love, obsession, and self-discovery, a mixtape for a rich girl is a wild ride through teenage lust, heartache, and the intoxicating pull of someone you shouldn't want but can't resist.