Jisung wants to die. Not tomorrow. Not next week. Right now. Every breath feels like a curse- he hopes it's his last. But what if fate has other plans? Loving someone so broken, they can't even feel it- that's the cruelest kind of mess. TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG

A notebook. Miles apart. A friendship not that deep. Three months between them.

Han Jisung; a teenage boy who doesn't tell anybody about his problems. Lee Minho; a teenage boy with abusive parents. Both are broken boys who wish to find someone they could love. (writing this with experience/ irl situations. ! I only use the names of the members, but their characters and everything else does not refer to them. I do not ship them seriously and I'm not assuming their sexuality ! Cover is made by me~) Contains: -smut -friends to lovers -self harm -eating disorder -throwing up -panick attack -child abuse -homophobia start: 13.01.25 finish: - (less active, I'm so sorry!!)

He moved to Korea with nothing but a suitcase, bad WiFi, and a crush on Hwang Hyunjin. Felix never expected to actually get into a Stray Kids concert - much less the pit. But when his bias looks him dead in the eye mid-performance... something shifts. One moment in the crowd becomes a chain of impossible chances. What happens when the fan becomes unforgettable? Hyunjin's an idol. Felix is just another face in the crowd. Until he isn't.

What if devotion is mishandled,and kindness learns how to hurt? What if love is buried so far beneath the skin that the only language left is violence? "Is it still true?" "It always was." "Then say it." "It's too late for that now."

suicide (noun) the action of killing oneself intentionally. are you suicidal? you don't see why you should live anymore? no point in life? read this book before you commit suicide. #413 in #help on august 12th.

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[[HyunLix]] TW- EXTREME VIOLENCE, MURDER, SELF HARM, CUSSING, A CRAZY PLOT TWIST, AND IN GENERAL A VERY TRIGGERING BOOK Paranoid Hwang Hyunjin is absolutely insane and has killed hundreds of people, yet he hasn't been charged for a single one of those crimes. You see, he was mentally unwell. No matter how many pils he takes, he can not stop the feeling of being watched. He feels as if everyone is planning to kill him, so he makes the first move. Almost every single person has denied working with him. But one changed everything. Lee Felix. That man changed his entire world. But really... Was it the other way around all along...? - Title was originally Paranoid For You The members of Stray Kids are not dating each other in real life and will likely not start dating. I'm not promoting people itemizing kpop idols, simply trying to figure out my writing career. If it seems I'm doing was I'm not trying to, please DM me about it and we can have a private conversation.

On the edge of two rooftops, in a city that never stops screaming, two boys are ready to give up. Hyunjin - a world-famous idol, chewed up and spat out by the public, is moments away from letting go. Felix - a broke, invisible immigrant from Australia, suffocating under the weight of abuse, is ready to disappear. But then... their eyes meet. And suddenly, everything halts. From a silent rooftop to the pulsing streets of Seoul, fate throws them together once more-one fleeing from the hate that haunts him, the other hiding from the family that broke him. When they lock eyes a second time, it's not a coincidence. It's the beginning. Of healing. Of survival. Of a love that sees everything-because eyes don't lie.

Felix was born into blood and gold - the heir to a legacy he never wanted. At 19, with long blond hair and trembling hands, he's everything his father hates: soft, small, scared. Hyunjin is paid to protect him. Cold, calculated, and cruel when needed - a ghost with a gun. But protection is a dangerous thing. Especially when Felix starts to feel safe in his shadow. And Hyunjin? He starts to feel something else entirely. In a world where weakness is punished and love is fatal, how long can a bodyguard resist falling for the boy he's sworn to shield?