Warnings: Ships Cringe Angst S/h Gender dysphoria Graphic death Suggestive themes..? 99% sure there won't be smut

After the loss of 007n7's dear son, C00lkidd, 007n7 has a hard time with coping. It was his fault, after all. The anguish is unbearable. He attempts with a gun, but Noli arrives when he's on the brink of death. The recovery is hard. 007n7 wishes it worked, but also has found new love for Noli. Will they drift apart again, or will they recover together? This fic requires a lot of trigger warnings, as you read you'll probably come across many. It's not lighthearted at all, if you are even a little bit uncomfortable with anything like gore, SH, suicide, vomit, etc. then please refrain from reading. You should always put your mental health first.

It was for an understandable reason, right...? Or maybe, I don't have to.