ׂ╰┈➤ creds to art: https://bytedykes.tumblr.com/post/717415103662833664/cattnipt-the-summer-hikaru-died-ruins-lives ׂ╰┈➤ Description: ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა Hello everyone! This is my fanfiction that I first published on ao3. I've decided to also post in here so it can become more well known! ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა This fanfiction contains the following triggers: Vomitting, Self harm, Internalized homophobia, Mention of abuse/abuse, Mention of self harm, Depictions of homophobia. ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა Please everyone stay safe and take care of yourselves!

Yoshiki and Hikaru, ages 17 and 15, have been hiding a dark secret for 5 years; the fact that Hikaru can change into a fox, and might be something otherworldly. These two explore their lives normally as high schoolers; and explore what Hikaru might actually be. Hikaru has no clue what he is; all he can recall from his memory is when he met Yoshiki and so-on. What is Hikaru really? Why can he turn into a fox? And what strange abilities does he really have?

What If hikaru didn't die, would've yohsiki and hikaru been together, or will they go through some ups and downs before getting what they want? Songs inspired by: The subway-chappell Roan Back to me- The marias I told you things x signs of time Free now- Gracie Abrams

This is how i'm getting into the N.J.H.S

𝘍𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘰, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘸 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘏𝘪𝘬𝘢𝘳𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯... 𝘜𝘱𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦. 𝘏𝘪𝘬𝘢𝘳𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘠𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘺. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘶𝘱 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘠𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬-𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘺.

¡Novela en español! Volumen 1 y 2. The Summer Hikaru Died. El Verano en que Hikaru Murió. Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu. The Summer Hikaru Dies. The Summer Hikaru Die. -- Sinopsis "Lo que está frente a mí... tiene la voz, la cara y los recuerdos de mi mejor amigo. Pero sé que no es él." Yoshiki y Hikaru crecieron juntos en un pequeño y aislado pueblo rural, compartiendo cada verano. Pero un día, Hikaru desapareció en la montaña durante una semana y, al regresar, algo en él había cambiado. Aunque luce igual y se comporta igual, Yoshiki está convencido de una verdad aterradora: el verdadero Hikaru murió en la montaña, y lo que ahora habita su cuerpo es una entidad desconocida. A pesar del miedo y de los extraños sucesos que comienzan a azotar al pueblo, Yoshiki no puede alejarse. En un verano sofocante marcado por el horror psicológico y la pérdida, Yoshiki decide seguir al lado de este "ser", mientras la línea entre el afecto y el terror se desvanece por completo. -- Créditos y menciónes honorarias: Mio Nukaga y Mokumokuren. The Summer Hikaru Died

I figured it'd be best for Hikaru to have a little backstory for Yoshiki's character. REMINDER: This whole fanfic is focused solely on Yoshiki and his feelings. Yoshiki finally reveals his true feelings for his childhood friend, Hikaru. His emotional, romantic, and sexual feelings for Hikaru were all revealed on one day. He always saw Hikaru as a comfortable person to be with. He always thought about Hikaru as a person suitable to be in a relationship with. He always had thoughts about Hikaru almost every day. PAST: Yoshiki and Hikaru were always, and will continue to be, inseparable the second they met. But one thing always stuck with Yoshiki's mind, he liked Hikaru. Not as a friend, but as a boyfriend. He grew up in an anti-queer household and was always scared to come out, knowing his parents wouldn't love him if he did. Hikaru was always there for Yoshiki, even at the worse time of his life. Even though Hikaru is seen as "straight" by Yoshiki, something always flustered him. Hikaru always teased Yoshiki about kissing him and talked about how he loved Yoshiki. Despite this, Yoshiki always thought that Hikaru would never accept him, nor would he ever see him as more than a friend. Hikaru, on the other hand, sees Yoshiki as a caring person, although he's mentally struggling. He never saw someone so strong, and has always thought about being with Yoshiki. But one thing is, he doesn't know how to face his feelings, nor does he know what his orientation is. He took almost every test online, and all of them pointed out that he's homosexual. He doesn't believe this. He thinks he should date women instead of men because of the people around him. ACKNOWLEDGEMENT: -English is my second language, so I might use some words incorrectly. -They're adults in this fanfic! I do not support predatory behavior. -This might include mischaracterization, but remember: this is my AU. -This is based on my own experience. I included some references here; good luck finding out.

this takes place after the first season

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- A collection of Oneshots based on the anime The Summer Hikaru Died, of Yoshiki coming to terms that Hikaru is different to "Hikaru"