Tian Lei has mastered the art of distance.. a working student balancing senior high classes in the morning and a bar job at night, he survives by keeping his emotions muted and his life tightly controlled. Zheng Peng is a spoiled, arrogant student.. but all that composure melts whenever it's about Wang Dee Lan, the hot, famous varsity player he secretly admires. Dee Lan is someone Zheng Peng can only watch from afar, a desire he can never chase openly. When Zheng Peng discovers that Tian Lei works at a bar, he offers him money to become his Fuck Buddy.. a secret arrangement with one unspoken rule.. no emotional attachment. Tian Lei agrees.. but not just for the money. There's a deeper reason driving him, one he keeps buried beneath his calm exterior. Zheng Peng uses Tian Lei as a stand-in, a body to hold while his mind focuses on Wang Dee Lan pretending that the hands touching him belong to Dee Lan. How long can you hold someone in your arms when their heart belongs somewhere else?

Ziyu believes in the rules he was raised with-until he meets Tian, the president's son living a dangerous lie. Between secrets, power, and forbidden feelings, the closet may be the deadliest place to hide.

hii guys I totally want to make this book guyss. ok so chi cheng is wei Wei's best friend who likes him.. and chi cheng is a mafia boss. and wei wei is just an Innocent bubbly cute boy.. they act like lovers but are best friends.. do they like eachother? yes.. will they confess? maybe... will chi cheng kill somebody who even looks at him?.. yes. they have been best friends for 3 years.. between.. forhead kisses.. hugs and cuddles.. they can't spend any time apart... chi cheng can't handle wei Wei's cries.. he would kill anybody who even made him drop one tear.. wei wei... easily jealous.tho only for chi cheng. cute. kind to everyone. did I mention? that they live together? does wei wei know he's a mafia boss? yes .. does he know what a mafia boss is? no .. and he never will.. he will always stay innocent.. well kinda 😉.. if you know what I mean. wei wei... is the most adorable thing ever.. does he always walk around in chi cheng shirts? yes . does chi cheng feed him? yes.. does chi cheng carry him everywhere? yes... does chi cheng love him? well duh. does wei wei want him to carry him? .. yes everyone.. does weiwei love chi cheng..... yes of course. wei wei is 21.. chi cheng is 29... chi cheng can only calm down if wei wei is there calming him.. chi cheng would kill anyone.. who makes him sad.. who makes him cry.. anybody who would interrupt wei wei when's he's sleeping on chi cheng's lap when he has meetings.. secretly killed.. a deadly love.. the best love.. that lasts forever.. did I mention? chi cheng takes him to his meetings? which he don't understand? but because he can't handle being away from his cheng cheng.... .... I'm so excited for this book. This book will be long.

The certificate is signed, but the morning after is different. In the original series, Suowei tried to hide his pain and Chi Cheng just laughed. In this story, the cold Chi Cheng stays behind to provide aftercare. He helps Suowei through the pain and the shame, replacing stubborn pride with softness and care. What if their first morning together was about tenderness instead of strength?

​My hands are stained with blood, Wu Suowei... but for you, I will make sure they are only ever a pair of soft and peaceful hands.

Today... I don't even know who I am anymore. I can't even remember my own name. But I know I'm still waiting for something...

In the darkness of their home, Tian and Zi Yu confront the fragile line between what the world is allowed to see and what their hearts have already known for a long time. After letting a small truth slip into the outside world - just enough to be noticed, just enough to be dangerous - Tian comes home carrying the weight of that choice. What waits for him is Zi Yu, and the conversation they can no longer avoid. Between fear, love, and a piano playing hopelessly out of tune, one truth becomes impossible to deny: they are real - and they always have been.

Wu Suowei is noise. He's a laugh that spills into every room, a life lived loudly and without excuses-a boy who learned early to survive by clinging to people, chaos, and warmth. He believes the world is meant to be touched, savored, shared, no matter how cruel it may be. When money runs low and an unusual offer arrives, he accepts without hesitation: to move in with a stranger, keep him company, help him "rejoin the world." Chi Cheng is silence. He lives shrouded in shadow, behind locked doors and bright screens, in a carefully built refuge where nothing can hurt him anymore. Once broken by cruelty and humiliation, he has learned that retreat is safer than hope. His parents call it concern when they pay someone to enter his life. Chi Cheng calls it betrayal. From the first moment, he knows Wu Suowei was there for a reason - and Wu Suowei doesn't deny it. United by fear, resentment, and chance, they clash: Wu Suowei's luminous, intrusive presence versus Chi Cheng's fragile stillness. One too alive, the other barely surviving. One who fills every silence, one made of it. What begins as a private arrangement slowly transforms into something neither expected. Wu Suowei sees darkness not as something to fix, but as something to live with. Chi Cheng realizes not all hands are meant to hurt - and some people are worth holding on to. This is a story about the courage to live, the light that can feel too bright, the darkness that seems endless, and the fragile space where two broken people learn to exist together. Sometimes love doesn't arrive gently. Sometimes it hits you like a punch in the gut - and leaves you breathless, aching, and wanting more.

On a freezing winter night in Beijing, two lovers build snowmen, tease each other endlessly, and share laughter in the dark. Between playful arguments and whispered promises, a simple snowfall becomes a memory they will carry forever- proof that love can turn even the coldest moments into home.

The last night. The fear that everything is truly over. Zi Yu can't bring himself to look at him. Tian Xuning keeps drinking - again and again. Everything happens in a heartbeat: a song at the karaoke, a firm grip pulling Zi Yu down onto his lap, a single look that says everything they're too afraid to voice. And that's when they understand- it isn't the end after all. It's only the beginning.