. . . . . ╰──╮ ╭──╯ . . . . . BROKEN AND BRUISED, a girl who is lost is navigating a world for any sort of safety that she hasn't been lucky enough to have. Her house is a screaming match, her old school was a battle field and the only place where she can reside is her boyfriends house and even then its a warzone BUT EVERYTHING CHANGES when a star rugby player nicknamed bulldozer tumbles into her life COULD THEY BE EACHOTHERS SOLACE ? ... johnny kavanagh x fem oc ballylaggin ireland 2005

Blurb: Diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder at six, Evie Finnegan has spent her life being too much for everyone - especially the people meant to stay. Now in fifth year and starting over at Tommen, she's trying her best to disappear. Johnny Kavanagh isn't looking for anyone. Rugby is everything - until she arrives. Quiet. Fragile. Familiar. He shouldn't care. But he does. And when she starts to fall apart, Johnny finds himself doing the one thing he swore he'd never do again - reaching out. Because sometimes, love doesn't shout. Sometimes, it just stays. Right where it hurts. In your veins.

" Save me from the sickness that I love Take me to your sweet oblivion I'm kneeling at your altar I'm down here on my knees Take me to your sweet oblivion " - SWEET OBLIVION , David Kushner BOYS OF TOMMEN GERARD GIBSON x FEM! OC BEFORE BINDING 13 - KEEPING 13 BOOK 1/2 IN THE SWEET OBLIVION DUOLOGY BOOK 2/4 IN THE ENAMORED SERIES Act one: ongoing. . . Act two (binding 13): not started. Act three (keeping 13): not started.

Leah Daly has learned to survive by staying quiet. At home, silence keeps her safe. At school her mouth is her biggest tool. Until Tadhg Lynch - the boy she loathes - starts seeing through the cracks she worked to hard to keep hidden. Tadhg Lynch isn't looking for anyone to save him. He's got enough ghosts of his own. - A past that still haunts him and a father's shadow he can't outrun. Somehow, he can't seem to stay away from Leah.

"𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧." - 𝐒𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒 { 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 🌌 } ⭐️ 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ⭐️ 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 ⭐️ 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐱 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐲 ⭐️ 𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐤𝐚𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐡 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐨𝐜 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞! 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃: 𝟐𝟒/𝟎𝟕/𝟐𝟓 𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐃: -/-/-

Tadhg Lynch is fire and silence. With a brutal past and a father who taught him fear behind closed doors, Tadhg wears his trauma like armor-sharp, defensive, and unreadable. To most, that is. Nightmares consume him, trust eludes him, and oeace is a foreign language he's convinced he would never come close to understanding. He recognizes pain the same way others recognize faces-especially in her. Ciara Bellemore is light dimmed too soon. Graceful and polite on the outside, but broken and dead on the inside. She hides bruises beneath long sleeves and Jope beneath whispered prayers. With a mother fading from illness and a home filled with silence and control, Ciara clings to the only comfort she has the knowledge of-angels, feathers, and a belief in something better. When they collide, it's as though fire had met water. An invisible strength kept pulling each other into their orbit-either taunting the other with their presence or showing them what it owes.

Dissociative disorders; are mental health conditions that involve experiencing a loss of connection between thoughts, memories, feelings, surroundings, behaviour and identity. These conditions include escape from reality in ways that are not wanted and not healthy. This causes problems in managing everyday life. ----- "Hiya, Pretty Boy." "How's my Doll?" ----- Fem oc x Male oc Boxer x Rugby Player Friends to Lovers Oldest daughter x Only son -- book 1 of 2 --- #1 - joeylynch #1 - patrickfeely #1 - ireland #1-mentaldisorder