lovingcortis
There I was, sweating profusely while I laid on the practice room floor debating on continuing to chase my dreams of being an idol or following my parents strict, suffocating, planned future of being a doctor. The choice is obvious to anyone, but being the downer I never fail to be, I was deeply afraid of failing and not becoming an idol. It's only been a couple years since I was scouted, and I know I'm only 15, but is it so wrong to want to be successful.
I've been practicing for so long and it's tiring; I barely eat a meal a day if I'm lucky and I can't even fall asleep anymore. I've tried everything there is whether it be sleeping pills or boring myself to sleep, I just can't fall asleep. The only time I get good sleep nowadays is when I pass out from over exertion which isn't really fun to be honest, and even then, I only get about 6 hours of sleep.
A story of how seonghyeon wishes for an eternity of peaceful sleep and for someone or something to give him just that.
A kyeonhyeon Story