"I only ever feel alive with her weight in my arms and she only ever breathes when drugs fill her veins." For as long as she can remember, Raven has only ever belonged to herself. Neglectful parents, fake friends and many bullies. To deal with the fact that pain never seems to fade away, she found comfort in all sorts of drugs and fell deeply into it really quickly. They made her feel like she was never alone. After all, they're the only things that can quiet down her mind and destroy her inner wounds. When a blue haired girl walks into her life, Raven feels like a shadow. Billie is everything she isn't: stable, popular, smart and most of all, happy. Raven is a nightmare and Billie is absolutely perfect. Raven tries to ignore her feelings for Billie, pushing her away again and again. Lies, violence, disappearances... She always runs back to drugs to cope with the danger of falling for someone. Drugs can't betray her, but people can always leave. But Billie never leaves. She falls hard for Raven as her light begins to dim while she gets pulled into Raven's darkness. Loving Raven isn't gentle. It's destructive and addictive. Despite the danger, Billie can't leave, deeply obsessed. Raven chases numbness. Billie chases the despair of loving her. When Raven finally stops running away, it might be too late.

Juliette Davies is a 22 year old writer and a hopeless romantic that overthinks way too much for her own good. The fact that lesbians adore her novels doesn't make her any less single. In fact, she thinks she's meant to be single. To do hookups here and there and never trust anyone with her heart. Her past is too dark to go through that again. Her whole world and mindset flips upside down when she receives a request that stands out from the usual, boring ones from fans. Someone asked her to write her a love letter. Signed with only an initial. B. No name, no face. Only a few words and a letter. A fragment of emotion. A quiet plea. A call for help. As Jules slowly gives away her inked passion to that anonymous woman, she accidentally loses her heart in the process... The lines between fiction and reality blurs more and more together. When she learns the truth about the identity of the famous singer, it's too late. Jules is already disgustingly and irreversibly in love with the one and only Billie Eilish. One question remains: Why would Billie ask for love letters from her in the first place?

After a failed attempt and 237 days in a coma, Billie decides to play a dangerous game. Push every good thing in her life away until everyone hates her. This way, she can leave quietly without causing any pain. Zoe, Finneas, Maggie, Patrick, and the love of her life. River. Her sweet girl... But after a while, she realizes that none of her suicidal dreams are worth losing Ri. Is it ever too late to win her back?

Juline's job is simple on paper. keep the schedule tight, the rumors quiet, and Billie Eilish exactly where she needs to be. But nothing about this tour is simple. Juline Moreau is an French manager. Cool, flawless, unshakable. At least, that's what she wants everyone to believe. But Billie? She's unpredictable. Magnetic. Impossible to keep in line. Between sold-out shows, relentless fans, and sleepless nights in unfamiliar cities, Juline starts to realize that holding everything together might be harder than she thought. Because sometimes the hardest part of the job isn't the world watching- it's what happens when no one else is looking. --- ⚠️ This story includes: smut, mental health issues and maybe violence

Ellie is a freshly graduated art student working as an assistant to a high-end designer who treats her more like a personal servant than a creative mind. Between coffee runs and endless errands, Ellie feels stuck-until she's invited to an exclusive work party. Surrounded by glamorous designers and celebrities, Ellie takes a seat next to a girl in a baggy black t-shirt, loose trousers, and a bandana. The girl's casual look stands out in a room full of couture, leaving Ellie both intrigued and confused. Despite the unexpected first impression, the two hit it off instantly. As their friendship deepens, Ellie finds herself spending nearly every day with her new companion. Feelings begin to blossom, but Ellie soon discovers the truth-this mysterious girl, Billie, isn't just anyone. She's one of the most famous singers in the world. Thrown into Billie's high-profile life, Ellie must navigate their growing relationship while dealing with the pressures of fame and the spotlight. Can love survive when the whole world is watching? If they were meant to be, they would have been by now.

When 22-year-old Madeline Brookes crosses paths with a lost dog in a Los Angeles park, she doesn't expect the call on its tag to connect her to pop sensation Billie Eilish. What begins as a chance encounter slowly unfolds into something deeper-one run-in at a time. As fate (or something like it) keeps pulling them together, Madeline finds herself caught between professional boundaries and undeniable chemistry. With Billie's guarded heart and Madeline's quiet yearning, their connection grows in the spaces between coffee shop conversations, late-night texts, and the weight of almosts. Set against the vibrant backdrop of LA, Love At First Sight is a slow-burn romance filled with soft glances, playful tension, and the kind of love that sneaks up when you're not looking. - Yes, this is a fan-fiction. Nothing in this book should be taken as truthful, it is purely fiction, besides Billie's Character. Nothing about this book reflects her actual life. Best Rankings: #3 billieeilish #48 fan #29 fame #29 billie #47 femalexfemale

She tilted her head, studying me again. Then, voice quieter, she added, "You're gonna be okay, you know." I blinked. "What?" Billie smirked, nudging my leg with hers. "I know you secretly rely on my constant presence and magnetic charm to get you through your days." "Magnetic charm?" I repeated, unimpressed. "Yes." "You have the charm of a raccoon breaking into a gas station at 2 AM." "Thank you." I groaned. "That was not a compliment."

Melody accidentally leans on a celebrity's trailer at Coachella, and her life is forever changed. She learns new things about her sexuality, is pursued by one of the most famous musicians in the world, and has a budding relationship secret from the world and the people closest to her. When her best friend comes to visit her, she finally spills about her new partner in this dual-timeline love story.

After a sold-out Billie Eilish concert in Berlin, Eliza just wants to get home, order takeout, and crash. But when her car won't start behind the venue, she finds herself face-to-face with the last person she ever expected: Billie Eilish herself. What begins as a chance encounter with jumper cables turns into an all-night text exchange full of banter, confessions, and unexpected sparks. By morning, Eliza has Billie's number in her phone, a coffee date on her calendar, and a feeling she hasn't had in years - the dizzy rush of possibility. Set against rainy Berlin streets, cozy cafés, and the contrast between celebrity chaos and ordinary life, this slow-burn, emotionally rich romance follows two women learning to navigate fame, fear, and the thrill of real connection. #1 billieeilishsmut #1 billie

Walking away wasn't supposed to be the end of their story. It was the beginning of learning how to love each other right. But some wounds don't heal in silence. And some people don't survive it. Because the worst damage doesn't happen during the apocalips. It happens in the afterlight. The question is, how much of yourself can you sacrifice for love before there's nothing left of you to give?