Eva Parker always kept her head down and did everything right. But none of that mattered to Billie Eilish. To her, Eva was the perfect target. What Billie didn't know was the hell Eva lived through at home, the bruises she hid, and the weight she carried. But when Billie discovers the truth and follows her home, the game shatters. The bully who once broke her down can't stop needing her, and Eva can't decide if she wants to run from Billie or fall even deeper.

"Because I love you anyway" She used to fight. She used to believe that resistance meant survival, that every quiet act of defiance was proof she hadn't been swallowed whole. But survival isn't always about fighting-it can be about surrender, about giving in, about letting yourself become exactly what they want. She gives herself to her wife - Billie - in every way, not out of love, but because there is no other choice. Until she stops questioning. Until she stops resisting. Until the weight of submission feels less like drowning and more like breathing. But surrender is not the same as peace. And in the silence, in the space where her thoughts used to exist, she wonders-if she cannot leave, if she cannot fight, what else is there? What happens when the last act of resistance is simply choosing to stop existing at all? Billie thought she had won. But in the end, she is the one left behind. Billie X narrator TRIGGER WARNING -suicide -self-harm -abuse -alcohol

Stuck in a city overrun by hysteria and struggling to escape the everyday nightmare of a dead end job wasn't how you'd expected to be spending your 20s. When everyone around you is so focussed on the maniac at large, the smaller things tend to go unnoticed until it's far too late.

This story is about Billie falling for a woman who she accidentally ran into at a coffee shop, they run into each other multiple times, each time getting more intense, and each time Billie realizes, maybe it's her? This book is kinda slow paced... but they will get to the spicy parts... just eventually This is a emotional book, with cheating, jealousy? And on and on.... First book, so pleaseeeee tell me if you guys like it! 🥇:#isabelamerced Not my best work! But I've gotten tons of love for my second work, BEFORE THEY NOTICE, GO CHECK IT OUT! You won't regret it babes!!!

❝I can taste the pills on your tongue.❞ - - - Valarie Bennett is unraveling-running on no sleep, worse habits, and the constant pressure to play music. Every set feels like a countdown. Every day gets harder to survive. But she was never meant to do this alone. Not without Peter. He was her brother. Her partner. The one who made everything make sense. Now he's gone-and the world is finally watching. Then there's Billie Eilish. Too observant. Too calm. Too close. Someone who sees through the lies, calls her out, and refuses to let her disappear quietly. The closer Billie gets, the harder it is to hold everything together- and the easier it is to fall apart. Because some lines don't just blur- they break. - - - Started: 4/14/2026 (M/D/Y) Ongoing!!! - - - Disclaimers: heavy use of drugs and alcohol, mentioned nearly every chapter, so please don't read if this triggers you

What if LUNCH didn't have the playful beginning we thought it did? What if finding the words, and the muse, was a heartbreak story all along? In the summer of 2023, Billie Eilish is finishing her most important album yet, and the song has been sitting in her journal for over a year - three lines she wrote on a tour bus outside Amsterdam, and a gap she can't close from the outside of an experience she's never had. Then she sees Paloma Solís across a room in May and the wanting arrives. The song arrives too, in the same breath. Billie decides, in a way she will spend a year not looking at, that she can have both. Paloma is new to Los Angeles - warm and careful, honest on camera and private everywhere else, the kind of person who does not fall fast. She falls for Billie anyway. This is a story about desire and calculation arriving in the same moment. And the song that gets written anyway.

You've broken up more times than you can count. Every time, you swear it's the last. And every time, she shows up, soaked in rain, claiming she's changed - claiming she can't live without you. Some loves save you. Some loves consume you. Billie's is both.

this story is loosely inspired by the ethel cain lore, specifically thoroughfare. gxg trigger warning: sexual abuse, self harm and weapons.

Juliette Davies is a 22 year old writer and a hopeless romantic that overthinks way too much for her own good. The fact that lesbians adore her novels doesn't make her any less single. In fact, she thinks she's meant to be single. To do hookups here and there and never trust anyone with her heart. Her past is too dark to go through that again. Her whole world and mindset flips upside down when she receives a request that stands out from the usual, boring ones from fans. Someone asked her to write her a love letter. Signed with only an initial. B. No name, no face. Only a few words and a letter. A fragment of emotion. A quiet plea. A call for help. As Jules slowly gives away her inked passion to that anonymous woman, she accidentally loses her heart in the process... The lines between fiction and reality blurs more and more together. When she learns the truth about the identity of the famous singer, it's too late. Jules is already disgustingly and irreversibly in love with the one and only Billie Eilish. One question remains: Why would Billie ask for love letters from her in the first place?

when soleil takes a job working for a celebrity she already dislikes, she expects the worst. but billie isn't who she thought she was, and the line between professional and personal starts to blur. this is an enemies-to-lovers story about tension, timing, and what happens in between. will they cross the line?