i see you with my heart, not my eyes.

UPDATES EVERY FRIDAY!! as bills rack up, and her goals become less and less obtainable, lee priyah slowly loses her passion and her drive. spiraling into a dark headspace, there's two things that keep her going. her best friend kim nari, and her rival, yang jeongin. jeongin who's conscience is eating him alive, and all he wants to do is tell priyah the truth, to help her escape this dangerous path she's down. but she's refusing to hear him out, and he's running out of ideas. will jeongin be able to pull her out, or will lee priyah fall into the monotony of a regular life filled with what-if's? ~~~~~ DISCLAIMERS: - intended lowercase - purely fiction - jeongin in this story does not represent jeongin in real life - same goes for any other members of SKZ included in this story - all rights reserved; please do not copy my story, or translate without permission WARNINGS: - mature language and situations - suggestive language - sex scenes/sexual scenarios - academic rivals - rivals - betrayal - redemption - FLUFF !!!!

❛ her name is noelle, and riki has a dream about her. ❜ [ a nishimura riki fic. ] ⟡ extended summary inside. most impressive rankings- #1 in teenagedirtbag ©-ASTR0HEE all rights reserved, 2021.

in which an idol searching for silence meets a girl who speaks it fluently. [extended summary in book] ❝i'm at peace when i'm with you.❞ idol!ni-ki social media + irl ── .✦ #1 nishimurariki #1 kpop #1 idolau #1 tinnitus #1 rei #2 ni-ki #2 cafe © seanshyne 2025

if i die, is it better than to live in vain?