He'd puke until his back, shoulders and stomach were burning. He'd throw up until he couldn't breathe, sobbing uncontrollably as he knelt down in front of the toilet, hands palm flat against the dirty church floor.

Ryan's life seemed like a routine. It was the same thing everyday. Until the new kid shows up, that is. That's when everything changes

Author: ericasaur on livejournal all credits to her When eighteen-year-old Brendon Urie is admitted to a mental hospital, he's forced to deal with his many issues, along with his schizophrenic roommate, Ryan.

Title: The Impossible Is Possible [1/30] Author: peopleexisting on LJ (ALL CREDITS TO THIS STORY GO TO THIS AUTHOR!) Rating: R/NC-17 (overall) Pairing: Ryden, some Joncer. POV: Third, Brendon’s. Summary: AU. Brendon switches high schools to get away from the pressures of bullying, but he finds that his new school isn’t all that better. Not to mention that he’s soon thrown into the turbulent world of a violent, disturbed boy, named Ryan Ross. Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera. Author Notes: This story is dedicated to my best friend, Nick, who has ADHD himself and so inspired (and helped) me a lot with Brendon’s character in this.

Ryan's new in town and with his crippling anxiety and past issues with bullying at his last town, school is not going to be easy for him to start fresh. That is, until he meets Brendon, the only person he can count on to make his life less painful than it already is. As school takes an unexpected turn, Ryan finds himself thinking about Brendon as more than a friend...

A Ryden fanfic where Ryan has a crush on Brendon. Don't read if you're triggered easily. Started: October 21 2018 Ended: December 4 2018 Started editing: June 5 2019 Finished editing: June 30 2019